A/N- This can be whomever you want it to be. Derek, Sam, Noel, Ralph, ect. You tell me.

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As he fills up the shot he could already feel the drug swallowing him whole.

Wrapping him up in the most fantastic fucking feeling he's ever had in his entire life.

The pain of the needle digging into his arm, furiously searching for one of his collapsed veins doesn't even register to him.

Just the fact of being so, so, so close to it is killing him.

Stumbling a few more times he finally finds a vein, he pulls back the plunger and watches the blood rush up with the mixture, and then slams it all home.

He coughs.

The chemical lets off a gas that as it reaches his heart, or brain, or whatever it rushes up his throat choking him.

And he coughs, choking like that.

"Fuck, fuck" he repeats. The lights dimming out around him, and he thinks theres no feeling like this.

The high is perfection.