Chapter one:
"Bella stop lying! Edwards voice rang through crystal clear.
"I'm not, I'm telling you the truth! Please believe me!" The tears were coming down my cheeks like a raging thunderstorm in the July heat.
"Bella I don't care just... just leave, I can't take this right now!" The words peirced through me, he didn't want me or them. "Mommy!" I woke up to a little body shaking me.
My daughter Jayla, was the spitting image of her father. She had his copper, bronze hair, she also had his emrald eyes. She was shorter than her brothers, that was a given.
Dylan came racing in, in his care pajama's flapping around. His brother Ethan not far behind him. They looked more like me, they had my eyes and had my hair but with a hint of bronze in them.
"Mommy! Dylan bit me again!" Ethan wasn't the most athletic in the family, it is understandable though, he did inherit my clumsiness.
"Dylan you know better! We NEVER strike your brother or anyone for that matter you know that!" I was looking at a spot in the corner for this punishment.
"But mommy! I didn't mean to, and Ethan, took my car!" His eye's were big and pleading. Hoping I would understand.
"Ethan and Dylan, I've told you repatdley NOT to steal or stike each other! You both can go sit in the corner and can have early naps! Do you understand?" I made my voice scolding and upset but not enough to scare them too much
"Yes mommy." They said this simultaneously at the same time. That I almost smiled, but i had to play bad guy first.
"Okay then please go to the corner now!" I felt someone tap my shoulder. I looked to see jayla sitting there, with a paitent look on her face. I picked her up over my head, giving her an airplane ride.
Jayla's sparkling laugh filled the air. I couldn't help but smile. I looked at the clock and realized I was running late for work.
Edwards point of view
I was looking at the ring I bought at "Tiffany's today would be the day, I was going to ask Tanya to marry me. To become my wife, i couldn't wait to take her hand in marriage. I had already asked her father for the blessing, of course he gave it, knowing that I had been dating Tanya since high-school, after i had dated Bella.
The memories came back into my head, strong and fast like an eighteen wheeler smacking into you, without mercy. I remember the day clearly, her dark hair blowing in the wind the tears falling down her cheeks, her voice begging me to understand.
"Edward I'm I'm...pregnant." The word had hung down, weighing me down with it too.
"Bella stop lying!" I couldn't take this, it had to be a joke right? It had to be!
"I'm not Edward, I'm not please believe me, please!" The desperation in her voice was evident, right then I knew she wasn't lying. I also knew I had a future, I didn't have to get burned with her. The choice made me hate myself for a minute, just a minute though.
"Bella i don't care just... just leave I can't handle this right now!" Her eyes peirced through me and looked into my black soul, for a minute i wanted to take it back, tell her i would be with her through this, instead I thought of the application to Dartmouth awaiting me on the table, and I realized I had made the choice I just had to stick with it.
The tears blinded me for a minute, the memory was done and as often as it played the ache in my chest, was almost bearable. Almost.
The click of the door, brought me back to reality, I quickly wiped my eyes. Only to see my beuatiful wife to be. Tanya.
Bella's point of view
I quickly made pancake's and started to pour the orange juice,when I heard Jayla's scream. I dropped the orange juice carton, and ran to the sound. I sighed in relief when I realized it was just a spider.
"Mommy it's gonna eat me!" Jayla's screaming now adding with Ethan's. I looked at the spider and saw that it was only a daddy long leg. I couldn't help but smile.
"Guys shhh, calm down it's only a spider." I looked over to them, Jayla was hugging Ethan. Ethan was holding his sister back and crying at the same time.
"Guys look It's only a spider, if you don't bug them they won't bug you." I gently picked it up with my index finger and brought it over to the window.
Jayla and Ethan had stopped crying and were now on looking at the spider with mild interest.
"Mommy it's gonna bite you though!" Dylan's squeak came from the living room and was looking at me like I had three heads.
"No sweetie it won't i promise, it just wants to go outside and be free, it just visited us first is all." I bent down to there level, trying to make them understand that It was a living thing too.
"Can I touch it?" I thought about it for a few quick seconds. If I let them pet it, it would be fine, but then again next time it could be a black widow or something piousness.
"Sweetie remember how I told you that if you bug it, it won't leave you alone?" They nodded mutely still looking at the bug wide eyed. "Well it's gonna get mad if we keep it to long so we need to set it free and not dally with it ok?" They nodded again which was a good thing. Hopefully they understood.
"Okay well it's time for breakfast so you need to go sit at the table." They ran to the kitchen table and sat down. I followed them and put the pancakes on there plates and cleaned up the orange juice that I spilt.
I dropped off the kids at day care, and quickly walked up the steps to the school. I ran to my class room, and took roll. After I was done with that I quickly passed out the test and started to clean my desk.
I heard the few whispers of students and looked up to check on them. A girl It turned out to be Amanda looked at me and then passed the note to her friend Rachel, I got up and took the note and started to read in my head.
Don't you think is a whore?
Yea definitely she's what nineteen? And has three kids must be taking those classes online! lol, yea she probably hiked up her skirt in high school haha She is a slut
Must have been doing three guys at the same time! lol she isn't even that pretty!
I know she must have been easy!
I covered my mouth and quickly thought of calm thoughts, I kept the tears inside and put on a deadly voice.
"Girls go to the principals office now! You are getting zero's on the test for writing notes. Go!" They walked out of the classroom giggling and laughing. The bell rang, I quickly picked up the tests, and went in the bathroom to do something I rarely did. I cried.
A/N: Woah that was pretty intense if I do say so myself, I want to say thank you for all who reviewed I loved it! If you guys loved it, write about it in a review if you hated it let me know! Your thoughts about this story matter to me!
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