i lie on the cold floor helpless and broken

deeply cut and exposed, my heart is open

my arms fold around to hide this pain

my smile deceiving to those who believe

rememebering a time i used to be happy

everything not just a single i, but a we

how much longer will i be alive to feel

nothing but pain, agony, and darkness closing in

with these feelings i stand in the corner

eyes closed, a gun in my right hand

the gun, my only true friend in this world

is going to take me to the one i love the most

no longer does it matter how i look

nor does it matter noone gives a fuck

soon ill be with her, and as for my pain,

well, why does it matter how i hurt

im slowly watching the seconds go by

with each the matching pace of my cries

waiting for a call, a care, a cure for me

but noone can cure what cant be fixed

grey skies and a heavy storm outside

its nothing, compared to the pain i find

but noones here to stop me anymore

say i love you, everything will be ok, dont cry

my final thoughts, why was i alive like this

i send my love to those dear, that i will miss

its almost over, soon the pain will be gone

and ill be with her, beside her, for her

the gun to my head, i take a swallow

of the poisoned glass, my death to follow

i hear a loud noise, and see a bright light

there she is, welcoming me, with open arms