i lie on the cold floor helpless and broken
deeply cut and exposed, my heart is open
my arms fold around to hide this pain
my smile deceiving to those who believe
rememebering a time i used to be happy
everything not just a single i, but a we
how much longer will i be alive to feel
nothing but pain, agony, and darkness closing in
with these feelings i stand in the corner
eyes closed, a gun in my right hand
the gun, my only true friend in this world
is going to take me to the one i love the most
no longer does it matter how i look
nor does it matter noone gives a fuck
soon ill be with her, and as for my pain,
well, why does it matter how i hurt
im slowly watching the seconds go by
with each the matching pace of my cries
waiting for a call, a care, a cure for me
but noone can cure what cant be fixed
grey skies and a heavy storm outside
its nothing, compared to the pain i find
but noones here to stop me anymore
say i love you, everything will be ok, dont cry
my final thoughts, why was i alive like this
i send my love to those dear, that i will miss
its almost over, soon the pain will be gone
and ill be with her, beside her, for her
the gun to my head, i take a swallow
of the poisoned glass, my death to follow
i hear a loud noise, and see a bright light
there she is, welcoming me, with open arms
