I sighed as I looked through the window. It was cold outside, cold enough to snow; I smiled and pushed my bangs back, remembering how much he loved the snow. He had been gone now for weeks; he had left me all alone in the world, without a care or even a single emotion. I was going to become the perfect soldier once again. I used to love the man who called himself duo Maxwell, he had taught me that there was more to life than being a soldier, more to life that following peoples orders. He taught me that my life wasn't as cheap as I thought it was. Some help he was. We had been together for 2 years. He was the best thing in my life, he made me laugh, and he made me smile. Right now he was making me cry. Perfect soldier my ass. Perfect soldiers aren't meant to cry. How could he? I hated him, he was nothing but trash in my mouth, but at the same time I loved him, he was the very air that I breathed. I hated him for that. I hated him for making me love him. I hated him for making me feel. I hated him for those nights of passion. I hated him for leaving. Right now I am crying on the windowsill where he first confessed his love for me.
~Flashback~
"Heero?" he asked. "Hn…" I answered, clacking away at my laptop. "Don't just grunt Heero, I actually have something important to say" "What baka?" I asked, pissed off at the fact that somehow he had managed to interrupt my steady flow of typing. "Have you ever fallen in love with another person Heero?" he asked. I looked at him. Yes, I had fallen in love with another person and I hated it. I had fallen for the braided Shinigami who was sitting not 10 ft away from me. "no" I lied. "I have" he replied, gazing out of the window. I grunted and returned to my typing. "don't ignore me Hee-chan" he whined. I glared at him. "don't call me Hee-chan…" "why not?" he replied, sticking his tongue out at me. "because I hate that name…" "oh Hee-chan, take a chill-pill." That was it. I strode across the room in two fluent steps and found myself face to face with the object of my desires. "what did you just say?" I ground out dangerously between my clenched teeth His face was so close to mine that our noses were almost touching. "You said not to call you Hee-chan" he replied smugly. He smiled that smile of his. "Hey Heero, do you happen to know who I am in love with?" he asked. My nose was still just centimetres from his. "I am in love with you Hee-chan" With those words he leant forward and kissed me.
~End flashback~
He said he would never leave me. Said that he would always love me. He lied. Stupid fool. I believed him. The tears streamed uncontrollably down my face. I hate him, and I hate myself. "Good bye Duo" I whispered. "Pretty half hearted way to go Hee-chan" laughed to myself. I checked my weapon. It was loaded. "And now, I will become perfect again"
ohh, another one by me! i hope you all liked it, i did it in class today while i was supposed to be typing up my art essay o.O well, byes for now! ja ne! ~shan-chan~
