I do not own any characters in this fanfiction, Len, Rin, and any other vocaloids mention in this fanfiction do not belong to me in any way, but to their creators. I also do not own the cover picture. The cover picture belong to it's original owner. However I do own the bolded quotes before every chapter.


Growing up, we're told we have to treat others the way we want to be treated; that we have to be nice and polite to everyone even if we're not close to them, and to the ones we actually care about, we can be even nicer to them; but that's not always the case is it? Sometimes when we love someone so much it's natural to be so nice and affectionate towards them right? Well not for me... I, Len Kagamine, love someone so much that I can't be nice to them, that I can't be loving towards them... because my love for that person... isn't the type of love that's accepted. I'm in love with my twin sister... Rin Kagamine.


"Len~!" I opened my eyes tiredly at the sound of a bell like noise. My eyes opened at the sight of my twin sister, Rin. "What? Can't you see I'm still sleeping" I groaned. I wasn't up for going to school today... but that's when I realized. Why was Rin in my room? But the bigger issue is... I usually just sleep in my under garments... The blanket was on the ground... "Rin!" I yelled flustered, "How'd you get in my room?!" I felt my face getting red, doesn't this girl have any decency?! "Silly Len! Is it that hard to figure out? If your brain was working you'd know that I came through the door~" Rin sassed back playfully. She gave me a wink and stuck her tongue out. I giggled silently at her finding the way she did it adorable, but came back to earth realizing I'm barely clothed. "Rin, just get out! I'm barely wearing anything!" I scolded. "Fine~~ but hurry up, it's almost time for school!", she yelled out as she left my room. Most of our mornings are like this, Rin's a morning person so she usually wakes up before me and wakes me up since she knows I never set my alarm clock.

I'm Len Kagamine, just your ordinary teenage boy in high school, I'm 16 years old, I do pretty well at academics, not so much at athletics though. Everything about me is pretty normal for a boy my age and of my status, except for one very bad detail... I'm in love with my twin sister, Rin. My feelings for her are so repulsive that sometimes I can't even look at her or myself. Rin and I were always together when we were young, we were inseparable; She and I lost our parents at a young age. We lived at an orphanage and that's when we met our childhood friends (they're now our guardians) Meiko Sakine and Kaito Shion. Like us Meiko and Kaito lost there parents at a young age, but they're cousins and they're both around the age of 20 just a few years older than us, once they were of legal age they left the orphanage found a place of their own and adopted us. We're really grateful to them for this. They say there's nothing going on between them though, so I don't get into their relationship much. Oh crap! I've been monologuing this entire time I forgot to get ready for school! Gotta get changed!


Phew, I made it, with time to spare I was walking my way to school carrying toast in my mouth eating it slowly with Rin walking next to me. We walked to school everyday, it's the only time we really get to spend time together. You see, Rin excels in sports and other athletics while her academic scores are about average. So we get different classes. The only time I get to see her is before and after school and on the weekends. Also it's because of the fact that I avoid her most of the time. I'm not what you call a good brother, you see, because of these incestuous feelings I have for her, most of the time I'm really mean to her... not at all physically though, I just sometimes treat her like crap. I regret it afterwards though, it's just I don't know any other way of hiding how I feel about her. I'm what some people would call a tsunshun (look it up). "Len! Rin!" a high voice yelled out towards us. "Miku!" Rin squealed running towards the girl.

Miku Hatsune, she's the most infamous girl at our school, she's also a year ahead of us so she's our senpai, that's what I call her though, Rin calls her "Miku-nee".With her long turquoise hair usually put up in pigtails, large teal eyes that could put you in a trance and perfect white skin; she's what most people at our school would consider 'attractive' with her slender body and good personality. Sure, Miku's cute and all and yeah, she's nice but I find my Rin 1000 times more beautiful and 1000 times more pure hearted than her. Miku, even though alot of people find her attractive, she's actually well hated by most people in school. I think it's just jealousy but from what I hear people find her voice annoying, they say she's too much of a Mary Sue, she's too popular with the boys so that makes her a slut and so on and so forth with rumors like that; And to be honest, for a while I hated her as well. Yeah, I know, I'm a horrible person for believing those rumors but can you blame me? The only reason I'm even friends with her now is all because of Rin. Rin was kind enough as a person to befriend Miku despite what everyone else thinks. If it weren't for me and Rin (well mostly Rin) Miku wouldn't even have any friends besides those boys that constantly follow her around. I don't know that much about Miku besides that and the fact that she likes to sing. Rin knows more about her than I do.

"Morning Kagamine's~ Shall we walk to school together?" Miku said happily, "We shall!" Rin agreed, Miku interlocked her fingers with Rin (meaning she held her hand) and began walking with us, Rin in the middle. "Hey, so the other day..." Miku said as her and Rin continued on and on with their usual girl talk, I didn't really pay attention to them though, to me it just sounded like a bunch of girly squeaky chatter and giggles. Hmph, girls, although I can't really say anything about it, other than Piko Utatane and Dell Honne, Miku and Rin are my only other friends in school.

We finally made it inside, "Well, I'm going to walk Miku to her class~ See ya Len!" said Rin as she skipped off with Miku, "Don't get lost cracker!" I yelled out as they left. Sigh, Rin looks really cute in her uniform today, not that she doesn't look good in it everyday, our school uniforms are pretty basic sailor uniforms except they're black and white, they're different because the tie/ribbon on the girl's uniform can be any color they want if they pay a separate price to get it in a different color than the original which is black, Rin had her tie customly made in a pale yellow color most girls here customly have there ties in colors, like Miku in teal and other girls with their own colors

speaking of Rin, today I noticed she pulled her skirt higher than usual... Gwah! What am I thinking? All these thoughts about her... sigh. I opened up my locker to get my books for first period and found a note, I grabbed it along with my books and headed to class, I sat down and opened the note...


Dear Kagamine Len-kun,

Meet me in the school courtyard during lunch.

Sincerely,

Neru Akita


Ugh, here we go again, another girl that wants to confess her 'undying love' to me. It's such a nuisance... hmmm... Neru... Akita? That name sounded familiar. Oh! I remember she's one of Rin's friends, I recall Rin having a sleepover with some of her friends from school one time and there, me and this Neru girl had a little chat... So she likes me... if only she could rub off on Rin a little bit... sigh..

"Oi~ Len-Len!"

I was glomped from the back by a white haired man and hetero-chromatic eyes, one blue and the other one green. His arms wrapped around my neck suffocated me but I got used to it. "Hello Piko" I said boredly. Piko Utatane, I've known him since freshmen year of highschool, he's my best friend besides Dell, it's just I've known Piko longer. Piko and I recently just met Dell last year, and that's how all of us formed our little trio~ Me and Rin have been homeschooled through our orphanage years and have only started going back to school in Highschool after Kaito and Meiko adopted us. I was the new student and Piko was the first person that came up and talked to me, we became fast friends. Piko's an interesting person he's a rich boy with a lonely childhood and people judge him on the spot with his pretty face and from rumors of his household. I feel a bit bad for him, he has everything he could want except the love and support from his single father that works all day and rejects the idea of Piko becoming a model/singer. Though deep down Piko can be one of the most gracious and generous people ever, he can be kind of a jackass sometimes too, since he's pretty popular, he's sort of a player; in fact I think the only reason girls started noticing me in the first place was because I was his friend; he constantly plays around with girl's feelings all the time, I'm surprised he said his virginity is important to him and that he still is one. Piko's an important person to me and he's told me I'm an important person to him as well, we understand eachother and care for one another as if we're brothers. Oh and to all you yaoi fangirls reading this, don't get any ideas... Piko and I are just really good friends. Best of friends.

"What's this? A love letter? From Neru Akita? How interesting. Are you gonna go see her?" Piko asked still holding on to me. "Yeah," I said "It's the least I can do right?", "I don't know Len" Piko said releasing me and sitting down in the seat next to me "Just a few months ago she had the nerve to confess to me, saying all this crap about her intense love for me that won't ever die even if I reject her, and I did, and ya know what? Just 1 week later she got over it and started to like this other guy in the lower classes named Rei Kagene, and after him she went after our good friend Dell~ She gets swayed so easily, be careful~ and the fact that Neru's friends with your sister makes it even worse" Piko said nonchalantly. "Well it's not like Rin would try to get me to do anything that I wouldn't want to anyway" I remarked, "Sigh... Rin sure is cute isn't she?" Piko said. "Oi, dude, that's my sister you're talking about!" I scolded, "Where do you get off saying that so blandly?"; "Come on Len~ You and I have been best friends since freshmen year, and I've seen Rin enough times to see she's growing more and more womanly everyday it's about time she and I started hanging out more, maybe I'll even be her boyf-" He was cut off by my fist. How dare he say something like that about my Rin!

"Ow! What the hell man! That hurt" Piko said holding his jaw. I grabbed him by his shirt collar and stared him down. "Don't you of all people say things like that about Rin!" I screamed, thank goodness none of the other students have arrived yet or we would've been screwed. "Wha- J-Just because she's your sister.. DON'T YOU THINK YOU'RE TAKING THIS TOO FAR?!" Piko screamed out trying to escape my grasp. "Hey, what's going on here?!" a familiar voice said. A man with piercing red eyes and silver hair pulled into a ponytail came into the room. Dell, the third member of our group.

Dell Honne; me and Piko had met him just last year, he was the new student in our class and Piko, being the guy that he is, came up and talked to him, me and Dell hit it off well, he was exactly the type of person that me and Piko needed. Dell's a workaholic he constantly studies so that he can be ahead in life, he's even in some of the classes for the seniors, since Dell had to repeat a grade; he's suppose to be a senior like Miku but because of his background he wasn't able to go to school properly, it's rough for him & that's where I come in; Piko being more of a party boy can get irritating sometimes so Dell's always there to fix everything, Dell's like me except more calm and collected about things. Even though I know Dell is a truly a good person, after all he's been through he's not really an approachable person if you know what I mean; he can be hostile towards others and sometimes he says really cruel things, he even smokes... for some reason girls at this school like that! They say he's a bad boy and stuff like that, what a bunch of girly crap. Like Piko he comes from a messed up family too, Dell was an illegitimate child of his drunkard father's affair with with a woman thus giving birth to Dell, after some other processes Dell ended up living with his half sister Haku Yowane who after finding all this out left home when she was legal age, and decided to take Dell with her. He's had a hard life just like me and Piko, so we get eachother, Dell's also the only person that knows about my feelings for Rin. Nothing against Piko it's just, I trust Dell more with this kind of stuff; again stop imagining stuff yaoi fangirls~ it's not gonna happen.

"One of you gonna tell me what the hell's going on here?" Dell said sternly. "Len started it! He just out of nowhere punched me!" Piko screamed, "And what did you say before that Piko?" Dell said calmly, "All I said was that I thought his sister was pretty, that's it!" Piko exclaimed. Dell narrowed his eyes down at me (Dell's the tallest, Piko and I are the same height) I just looked away, I knew he was silently scolding me. "Len, next time don't get so upset and Piko, be considerate of how Len feels when you say those things to him" Dell said nochalantly. "Fine!" We both said and laughed about it afterwards.


Classes passed by like a blur, it was already lunch time by then... time to go see Neru. I walked passed some people on the way to the courtyard. I saw Rin and some of her friends outside on a picnic blanket eating. Rin... she's so cute... ugh, again I'm thinking those grotesque thoughts about her... how can I ever get Rin out of my mind! Before I knew it, I was standing in front of Neru. Neru was about Rin's height, she was a pretty average looking girl; she had rich honey colored hair as long as Miku's pulled into a side ponytail, round amber eyes, and creamy vanilla colored skin. She's pretty intelligent so we have some classes together, she's great in sports like Rin and she actually is very attractive if you really look at her... She's into the kind of things I'm into as well... She's the perfect woman for me... I should be in love with her, but she has only major flaw... she's not Rin.

"Y-You came... I'm so happy~" Neru stuttered out, her face was turning a deep shade of pink. "So, what was it that you needed to tell me Akita-san?" I smiled politely at her, even though I'm pretty sure what she wanted to talk to me about. "Well, umm..." Neru softly spoke "I... I love you Len-kun, I've loved you for a long time, I've always been good friends with Rin so I would see you frequently when I came over and... I instantly became interested the night we had that chat at Rin's sleepover. I've liked you ever since... and I... I was hoping you could... go out with me... Well?" She smiled at me her eyes hopeful. "Oh, you see... I'm sorry Akita-san but I... I'm already in love with somebody else" I declined, it was the truth afterall. "Th-That's..." She started tearing up "That's fine by me! I-I don't mind it! Just please... please... be my boyfriend!" She squealed. "I'm sorry Akita-san, you are a wonderful person and would make some man very happy one day, but that man... isn't me" I said back. "I-I understand... but Len-kun, could you... just for a little while, could you hold me?... you don't have to kiss me or anything like that just hold me in you arms for a little while... and then I promise to get over you" Neru stifled. "Sure" I said, I went over and embraced Neru, one arm over her waist and the other one rested on her head stroking her hair. She clutched one hand on my back and the other one wrapped around my neck, she held onto me tight as if it was for her dear life. We stayed like that silent and still for what seemed like hours until someone called out to Neru.

"Neru lunch is over c-" That girl that ran over here saw us together, and that girl was Rin. I instantaneously let go of Neru as she did with me.

Len: "Rin! It's not what you think I-"

"Oh, I-I" Her voice was shaky and her face told me she was hurt by what she saw "I'll leave now" And she ran off. "R-Rin wait!" I ran off after her "Hey! W-wait a minute Len-kun!" Neru yelled out, I ignored her and continued running after Rin. "Rin!, Rin!, RIN!"


Ah, so dramatic~ Sorry If this chapter was boring , it's mostly just Len monologuing and talking about the other characters. Sigh~ This story is one of those stories where everyone has their chance in the spotlight. So this fanfiction might take a while before it ends... hopes that okay :) As of now, the only couples that I can be sure will make it in here will be LenXRin, MikuXMikuo and NeruXTaito. Yes, I'm a fan of NeruXTaito, don't judge me, also I'm not really a shipper of MikuXMikuo, I prefer MikuXKaito or MikuXDell. Anyway enjoy the next chapter~ More to come soon!


Girls' Uniform

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If link does not work then copy the words above and paste them into a google search bar and search, then click on the first thing that shows up as a result. I don't own the picture. Like Len said the tie is traditionally black but girls can pay a separate price to get the tie in a different color.


Boys' Uniform

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If link doesn't work just go on google images and search "Black and White Shitsuke Blazer" you should see a a black blazer with white trim. I do not own the picture. For boys, the blazer is worn over a white dress shirt and black dress pants, with a tie of their choosing.