Silence

Chapter One

*Ally's POV*

I did it again. I didn't want to or anything, but it just happened. I was three weeks clean, now zero days. My parents know something is wrong with me, but don't really ask me much about it. They haven't even seen my cuts or burns yet, which is good. I've been spending the last couple weeks just sitting in my room crying, and not with my best friend Trish who's happens to be the only one who knows about me. I told her I needed time alone, and she respects that, but still worries. Suffering from depression for the past four years really has been terrible. I lost a lot of good friends, don't believe in happiness anymore, and most importantly want nothing more than to just die right now. I tell Trish I haven't cut in six months, but the truth is I've cut at least fifteen times since then. I just don't want her to get sad, that's all. I've been pretty bad since we've been off school for two weeks for Christmas break. I mean, I don't really like school or anything, but at least I get to see Trish every day, and it gets my mind off of things. I better get to sleep, new semester tomorrow.

*Austin's POV*

I got so bad my mom had to take me back to the hospital. I hate seeing her like this, I really do, but I can't help it. I attempted death again, my sixth time. The doctor told my mom a move would be best. I'm absolutely terrified for tomorrow for starting a new school, especially since I'm a junior and all. My mom told me everything would be okay and I would get better now, but I'm not sure of it. I feel like I'm still going to be the same, actually worse. I didn'thave any friends where I came from, so it's not like I'm going to be missing anybody, which I guess is good. I'm just hoping that possibly, maybe, I could make one friend. Just one, not two or a thousand, one.

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