Prologue

She couldn't believe it. They kept it from her. No one consulted her. They just decided to do that to her mother. The woman who abandoned her, but that's not the point. The point is for her to be able to have a relationship with her mother. They took that second chance away from her. Just like they sacrificed her grandmother. The grandmother who raised her and would do anything for her. She felt so numb. She looked at herself in the mirror. Her skin used to have a shine to it before the Salvatore brothers decided to enter her life. Her skin now looking pale and lifeless. Her eyes look like a pale mossy pit. Her hair stiff and greasy looking. It still looks brown, but a nasty kind of chestnut color. Bonnie Bennett looked like she was way older than she really was. She's seen too much before being 18. She's seen teachers, boyfriends, friends, and family die. The Salvatore brothers did everything for Elena. I did too Bonnie thought. And now that I'm here right now, I realized she isn't worth all those losses. Tears rolling down her face and she finally feels relaxed. Then she felt something coming up. She ran to the toilet & relieved herself. She flushed the toilet & went to the sink. She brushed her teeth & then gargled with mouthwash. She looked back at the mirror. How could I let it get this far? She needed to think for herself now. No more Elena, Salvatore brother or any supernatural beings. I'll still talk to Caroline, but no other supernaturals. I'm Bonnie Bennett and I'm going to be selfish.