Story inspired by kyrafic's new girl meta on tumblr and a conversation I had with andourotherbaby on tumblr. Special thanks to Ztofan for the beta!
Maybe she thought about it once. Like when they went to their first wedding together. She had to get into character and create a "story" where they're in their honeymoon phase and doing it all the time. How she was supposed to be taking notes in case 'mister commitment phobe' wanted to make an honest women out of her. How she could picture her wedding dress. The way it fit on her, tight around the waist and looser around her legs. It was going to be white. Even though, with the type of stuff she's done with Nick, it should be illegal for her to wear white. Her dress was going to be simple. Even though she likes ribbons and bows, polka dots and color, she wanted it to be simple like it was with Nick. And Nick. She could picture him there too. Although to be honest she could picture him there long before they were boyfriend and girlfriend. Maybe she was picturing him there since their first wedding together. Even though it kinda freaked her out, it oddly felt right.
And when he almost backslid, the first time, she had to bump up the heat and say she was pregnant. With twins. She wants kids, that should be obvious. She's only around them all the time. Not mention the fertility test she took. The feeling of her not having children almost as scary as her actually having them. Maybe she's thought about that too...the idea of having kids with Nick. They could move out of the loft and not worry about what it's like to live together because they already do. Sure it'd be different without Schmidt and Winston and whenever Coach was around, but it's not like they'd never see them. For all she knew Schmidt would find a place right next door. She knows Schmidt won't be able to give Nick up that easily and Nick would hate to give him up too, even though he'd never admit it. That wouldn't be so bad, right?
And she has maybe thought about him saying those little three words to her over and over again. I mean for the married part to work, you should love them first. And maybe she's already thought of a hundred different scenarios of the way he could say it and the ways he could mess it up. But, no matter how it came out it would be perfect. To her.
She's maybe also thought about these things when she was with her exes. In fact, she'll admit she most definitely was thinking about those things when she was with them. They only thing was...they never came true. But with Nick? Slowly, her story is becoming a reality. They're together now and they've done it. A lot. Just like her story. In fact, better than her story. But for those three little words she has to wait for him to make the move first. Otherwise if she pushed him he might run away. She knows he does love her. And least she thinks he does. So now, she's just waiting. And she's willing to wait for him. These have been the best few months of her life. She had to wait two years for him to make a move. So maybe she thought about it once or twice, or a few times. She could wait a little while longer. For him.
This is my first story so any reviews would be helpful!
