I don't much. But I do know, that I shouldn't be alive. I should be dead. 'Kira' killed me with the Death Note. But for some reason, I missed and survived.
I defied all rules of the death note. But, Shinigami don't know much about the Death Note to begin with. So maybe there is some way to either reverse a Death Note or avoid getting killed by it.
Ryuk is just as shocked as I am by this.
He says the fact that I am alive is a miracle, never been heard of by the Shinigami. No one has ever, ever avoided being killed by a Death Note. There can't be anything we me. There has to be some kind of loophole or way of avoiding it. We just haven't discovered it yet. I watched Light right my name in the Death Note. But the next second, instead of being on the floor, I was still standing. Even a whole year later I still am alive.
I wanted to ask Near, but I never could find him after the case. It's like he just went into hiding from me. Matsuda has been around. He doesn't talk about it though. Truthfully, neither would I. Watching so many people die and dealing with something you never thought possible had to take a toll on someone.
I remember him coming up to me just a few day after Light Yagami's death.
"How are you doing?" His voice was comforting.
"Fine. Just fine. I'm still alive aren't I?" I attempt to joke, but the depressing atmosphere prevents me from doing so.
"Yeah. Ha Ha. I guess you are. I guess this is goodbye. It was... nice?" He says slowly.
"Nice getting to know each other as friends. Not nice as in solving a murder case and watching someone get torn apart by bullets..."
The way he spoke told me he was hiding something. Something I wanted to know. But considering the fact that everything had happened all to fast for our eyes and that.. this might happen again. No one wanted to speak.
I remember showing up to Light's funeral. His sister was crying and so was his mother. Ryuk was laying low in the corner watching all the humans mourn. They still didn't know Light was really Kira. That was the last time I saw Near as well. He sat in the back next to Mastuda. He looked my away only for a moment before looking away.
Things I know now.
1. The Supernatural DOES exist.
2. Light Yagami was the first Kira.
3. Near is avoiding me.
and 4. Matsuda is hiding something.. very important from me and only me.
