Hey guys, it's me again! I know I just started another story today, but I was listening to Imagine Dragons, so I decided to do a couple one shots about their AMAZING songs. This first one is "Demons" Just had a couple of ideas, heads up I'm sorry if I get the lyrics wrong… ok. Here goes nothing…

Enjoy

Rachel (heart)

When the days are cold and the cards are fold

And the saints we see are all made of gold

This world that I live in, it's not something many people get to experience. And in the last 2 years of my life, I have made a lot of mistakes. I just wish I could keep them away from her, from my Loren. I never want her to know about the man I used to be,

Just the man I am today.

When your dreams all fail and the ones we hail are the worst of all

And the blood runs stale

I wanna hide the truth I wanna shelter you

But with the beast inside, there's nowhere we can hide

I have anger issues; I don't deny it. Tyler Rorke has been on the receiving end of my right hook constantly in the last 2 years. But I never want Loren to see that side of me, the monster that can come out when I least expect it. I don't want it to come out when I'm with her.

No matter what we breed, we still are made of greed

This is my kingdom come

This is my kingdom come

I want Loren. I shouldn't, I know that. I know that I can hurt her, if she gets too close. Hell, she already is too close. To me. I'm supposed to be the one to keep her safe, but if she finds out what I have done, she'll leave me for sure.

When you feel my heat, look into my eyes

Its where my demons hide, it's where my demons hide

Don't get too close, its dark inside

It's where my demons hide, its where my demons hide

Loren thinks I walk on water, even though she doesn't admit it. I don't want to disappoint her and I know that she doesn't think I could ever hurt somebody. But I did, oh I did.

When the curtains call is the last of all

When the lights fade out, all the sinners crawl

So they dug your grave

And the masquerade will come crawling out at the mess you made

So, I am sitting here at the MK bar, while Grace keeps serving me shots of whiskey. Disappointment evident on her face. I'm disappointed in myself as well; I punched Jeremy last night for telling me to leave Loren for Lia. Lia. Like I would ever want her. She's too manipulative. Last month after I got back from being "dead" I got into a huge fight with Ian, he was talking shit about how I needed to thank God I was alive and I could get my life back. What Ian didn't know was that if God were good, he would have saved my mother. Not me.

Don't want to let you down, but I am hell bound

Though this is all for you, don't want to hide the truth

No matter what we dream, we're still made of greed

This is my kingdom come, this is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat, look into my eyes

It's where my demons hide

It's where my demons hide

I know I have become a cliché, the washed up rock star angry at the world, entitled and selfish. I was never like that, not before Chloe took my mother away from me. I was getting back to who I am after I met Loren, but with everyone trying to tear us apart, I got right back to there again.

Don't get too close it's dark inside

It's where my demons hide

It's where my demons hide

They say its what you make

I say its up to fate

It's woven in my soul

I need to let you go

After the fight with Jeremy last night, Loren tried to comfort me but I pushed her away. Just like after Ian. I hate letting her see me like this. I am a monster. I can't control myself sometimes, and I don't want to take it out on Loren. She's so goodand I don't think I deserve her. But the sad thing is, she doesn't think she deserves me. Loren sees herself as damaged goods after her father left her, and how many boyfriends have broken her heart. But I see Loren as being strong and independent. That's why I love her so much. Why I have to let her go.

Your eyes, they shine so bright

I want to save that light

I stood up carefully, and set the still full glass of JD back onto the bar. I walked over to the booth and sat down. I picked up my phone and texted Loren, "You need to get over to the MK we need to talk."

I wasn't drunk. I was thinking clearly. It was unfair of me to put Loren in danger by being with me. Whenever we make love, I am scared of hurting her. She is so strong, but in the same aspect, so fragile to me. I never want to break her. Though I'm scared that's what I'm doing right now.

15 minutes later Loren showed up, wearing a leather jacket of mine and black skinny jeans. She looked worried and she then saw me, walking toward the booth.

She kissed me quickly on the lips, pulling back when she tasted the whiskey. Understanding flashed in her eyes and she sat down across from me.

"Eddie—"

"No, Loren. Don't say it."

Hurt shown in her face and tears glittered in her eyes. My heart ached for her and all I wanted to do was hold her and kiss her to make the pain go away.

"Don't say what Eddie? That you have been out of control lately?"

I nodded my head, before looking down at the table.

"Loren, I-I don't think this working."

"Bullshit."

My head snapped up and I looked her in the eyes. The sadness that was just there was replaced by anger.

"I know what you are doing. You think you can push me away when things get tough? Well, newsflash; things were tough a month and a half ago when you went missing, did you not know that?"

I opened my mouth to say something but she interrupted me.

"Eddie, I am in love with you. I have been there for everything, and you think you can end things. They aren't done. We aren't done. Got it?"
I opened my mouth to talk again, to tell her the real reason.

"Loren, listen. I don't want to hurt you and I am scared—"

"Of what Eddie? Of losing control with me like you did with Ian? I am not fragile, and you need to know that you aren't a bad person. But, if you leave me and try to play our nonexistent problems, as you are scared for my well being, then you are a fucking coward. And that would hurt a hell of a lot more than if you yell at me."

I was speechless; I sat there, staring at the girl, no woman that I loved.

She calmed down and took a deep breath.

She smiled a sad smile.

"Do you love me Eddie?"

"Of course I do."

"Then you should know that you would never ever hurt me, and you never have."

"But-" She interrupted me again.

"No buts' Eddie. I am going to help you through this hard time. You aren't a monster ok?"

I nodded my head, and I knew that what she was saying was true. I got angry when people talked about the things I love, my mother and Loren. But I would never hurt her. I knew that now. I stood up and walked around the booth over to Loren and cupped her cheeks in my hands. I gently pressed my lips to hers and she put her arms around my back pulling me closer. I pulled her up and against me. We were standing in the middle of the club, both of us using each other as supports. I parted her lips with my tongue and she tilted her head, deepening the kiss. She clutched at my arms, digging her nails in. I moaned into her mouth and she chuckled. I pulled back and grabbed her hand. I walked her past Grace who winked and gave me a smile, before heading up the stairs to my father's apartment.

I opened the door and Loren walked in. I closed it behind us and locked it. She gave me a seductive smile and pulled me towards her again.

This kiss was different than the last one. It was full of lust and desperation. It had been far, far too long. She wove her arms around my neck and mine shifted from her waist to her ass. I brought her against me and she stood up high, and using the leverage of my neck and hands, wrapped her long legs around my waist, never once breaking the kiss.

I pulled back panting, and looked into her eyes which were clouded and dark with lust. I crashed my lips onto hers harder before walking farther into the apartment. I moved my lips to her neck as I laid her down on the couch, not wanting to use my father's bed. Knowing he'd probably been there with Nora. (Ha HA)

I got on top of Loren before peeling my leather jacket off of her to reveal a silver camisole. And I could see the black bra straps on her shoulders. I sat there looking at her beauty before she pulled me back down to her.

Loren's hands wandered to my abdomen before starting to unbutton my dark grey t-shirt. (Sorry guys, I just couldn't help myself LOL) A growl formed deep in my throat before she threw my shirt off and dragged her hands up and down my chest and torso. I closed my eyes and moaned. It had been far too long.

I broke the kiss yet again to sit up and take off our shoes (Notice how people never remember to take off their shoes? Guess they don't have a foot fetish… hmm. Their loss JK) My hands found the button on her jeans and she wiggled beneath me, a flirty smile on her face.

I pulled her jeans off of her and she was left there in her cami and black lace panties. Loren's hands reached up to undo my jeans and I helped her before taking those off as well. I was left in my striped boxers (Yes, boxers again) ;)

My hands rubbed her thighs and Loren closed her eyes and parted her lips. I smirked before reaching up to pull off her cami, nearly exposing her beautiful body to me.

I pulled her up against me and she started to kiss my neck in that one spot right behind me jaw, as I tried, unsuccessfully, to unclip her bra. She giggled and held still for a moment, until I finally unclipped it, tossing the lacey bra behind me. I laid Loren back down onto the couch before admiring her figure. The bulge in my boxers was more like a tent now. I smiled at her and kissed her neck.

My hands went around her back, knowing that neither one of us was in the mood for foreplay. Loren reached down and pulled off my boxers, I helped her and soon they were off, my erection springing free. I was positioned at her entrance, with my lips on hers before I pulled back.

"Eddie, what's wrong?" I didn't answer her, just reached down to my jeans and pulled out my wallet. I grabbed the condom out from the folds and ripped it open. I sat back and rolled it on, and Loren smirked at me the entire time, shaking her head.

When it was secure, I lay back down on top of her before slowly pushing in; again gladly pressing my lips back to hers. I was still very unaccustomed to how tight Loren Tate was, seeing as I'm the only one she's ever been with. I kept going in her until I was buried into the hilt, and Loren let out a soft moan. I pulled back from her lips (Upper face ones) and looked at her face. Loren's lips were parted and her eyes were screwed shut in pleasure.

It felt amazing to be buried within Loren, her being all around me and I felt content and happy.

"Edddieee…" Loren let out a mixture of a moan and a whimper.

I chuckled and pulled out of Loren, agonizingly slowly. When I was almost completely out of her wet heat, I slammed back into her. The force of my thrust making the couch creak, and I knew that Grace could hear us downstairs. But I didn't care.

Loren gasped and opened her eyes to look at me. My member was nearly touching her womb and she could barely keep her eyes open before screwing them shut again and letting out another soft sound of pleasure. I repeated the process again and again, until the couch was shaking and creaking and Loren was moaning my name. I was gasping hers. I was nearing my climax, but I wanted to watch hers first.

My hands went down in between us and found her clit. I pushed my finger in and stopped thrusting my member inside of her. Loren cried out at the sudden intrusion. I pushed my finger down into her clit and soon my finger was going in time with my member.

Loren's moans were loud in the silent apartment and my growls were high in volume. She bit her lip from screaming out when I added another finger. Soon we were thrusting together and her hips were rising roughly to meet mine. Loren was nearing her climax and I could see it on her face, a mixture of pleasure and pain. I'm sure mine looked the same.

I pulled my fingers out and rested my arms, on my elbows, on either side of Loren's head as I began pounding into her.

"Fuck! Eddie!"

Loren opened her eyes for a second before her orgasm took her, she bit her lip to keep from screaming out and her walls clenched around my member. This new feeling caused me to tip over the edge of my own orgasm, growling out her name as I released my liquids into the condom. (Thank God for the glove, right?)

When I came back from my amazing high, Loren was looking at me and smiling. I returned it eagerly before pulling out of her and lying down on the small space on the couch, pushing her into the cushions.

I looked over at the beautiful woman next to me and I knew that I would never hurt her. I was in love with her.

I can't escape this now, unless you show me how

When you feel my heat, look into my eyes

It's where my demons hide

It's where my demons hide

Don't get too close it's dark inside

It's where my demons hide

It's where my demons hide

Whoa! Done! Boy I have gotten a ton of writing done today right? SO, I might do a sequel to this about "It's Time" not to be confused with my other story idea, this will be a continuation of this story. It is really hard to do a sex scene from a male's point of view. But did I improve from last time? Hopefully.

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Love Ya'll

Rachel (heart)