HEHE! I'm evil... u.u well I can be... it's not a lie I swear... But anywho bet you can't guess who this is?! ^.^ I'll continue I promise but I need to feed my review machine... so review!!!!! D
I was dying. I knew it to be fact. Of course, everyone dies sooner or later. It was different for me though. I wanted it for so long. Everyone knew I would go early. I was a mistake God had no use for. I was worthless and there was no plan for my life. Death. That's all I had. I was so close so many times. I could even taste Death as it approached.
No, attention was not sought out. I despised attention from them. To them I was worthless. Dispensable. I had no meaning. I was trash. There was no greater good in me. They always pushed my away. I was their excuse. Their blame. What was I but a tool to be used.
At first, I believed that by achieving something great they'd really see me. A prize. First place. Then, I realized nothing I did would change anything. They only sought to use and dispose of me. I was to be used and abused with no qualm. They didn't want me here. So, why should I stay?!
I went day after day smiling and laughing for them to feel good about themselves. They thought me to be so naïve. They thought I didn't catch their sneers and whispers.
Each night I tried something new. Bleeding. Drinking. Smoking. Drugs. Pills. Overdose. Crushing bone. Anything and everything. None of it worked.
I decided to let time itself take it's toll. I wouldn't have to fight it and it'd leave no evidence. Well, I learned it leaves evidence. Just not the physical kind.
BE KIND!! REVIEW!!! haha I remember seeing 'be kind rewind' on the vhs tapes... god that is so old it feels like forevers ago!
