Lifetime of Death
So, I got a couple of nasty reviews from my previous story Conquered Heart's. So, instead I am writing a Death Note story. Anything that is not completely explained in the first chapter will be explained in LATER CHAPTERS. THERE IS A REASON IT IS NOT EXPLAINED! I don't mean to be rude but it is true. If the character does not seem lively, it is because she is not supposed to be. I am the one writing this story, if you have a problem with the character or storyline then write your own! I however, appreciate constructive criticism. CONSTRUCTIVE ONLY! That being said now we can move on to the Disclaimer.
Genesis: I do not own Death Note, or any of it's character's. I do own my OC and my plot.
Please, listen to my story. It is a sad and unfulfilled one, but I want you to hear it. It is about love, justice, death, and God. My name is Namida Kuroya. My first name means "tears," and my last name means "Black Star."
This is my story about falling in love with 2 of the world's greatest detectives. This is my story of how, in the end, I wasn't able to be with either of them. How, in the end, I was the one who died.
Yes, you are hearing this story from a dead girl. No, I am not a ghost, or a demon, or a vampire either. I am something much worse. I am a God of Death, I am a Shinigami. These are my memoirs, this is my story of how I fell in love with Light Yagami, and L Lawliet. This is my story from when I was a human. This is my story from when I first discovered Death Note. This is my story from when I discovered life. This is my story from when I discovered love.
So, will you listen?
I see you have chosen to listen. As I stated before, my name is/was Namida Kuroya. When I was a human I had black hair and gray eyes. I was one of the prettier girls. People were always scared of my eyes. They were gray for god's sake! What child has grey eyes? People always thought that they meant I was empty. Even black eyes would have been better that grey eyes. At least black usually meant you were angry or had no soul. But grey? Grey was nothing….
I was clinically depressed, that was one of my major flaws. I found no joy in life…life to me was empty. A dark hole you could never climb your way out of. One problem after another, I know what you're thinking, and no I'm not goth. I've never tried to kill myself, and I hate horror movies with lots of blood and gore. I also can't stand vampires.
Personally I found that it was somewhat ironic that I was the one who did get dragged into this horror story. I had essentially, a lonely life before Light Yagami entered with the Death Note. More specifically, before the Death Note entered my life.
In high school I was a loner. I had no friends. Not even that one best friend that other girls sometimes had. I had no childhood friends either. The only things I held any value to whatsoever were my books, and my studies. You, I suppose would describe me as one of those typical intellectuals. One of those people who think they are so smart that they push everyone away. Rather like Hamlet in Shakespeare. But, no I'm not like that…I did want a friend. I did want people to like me. People just didn't understand…
The day the Death Note entered my life it was changed for good. My fate was already predetermined the minute that Light Yagami committed his first murder. That day I had seen the Death Note fall from the sky as well. I was in Light's class , I sat directly behind him. Not that he ever noticed. There had been times where I had often wondered about what my life would be like if Ryuk hadn't been bored.
Thank God he was.
After I saw the Death Note fall, I went up to the teacher so I could get my lavatory pass signed. Instead I went out side on to the school grounds and picked up the Death Note. I finished reading through the contents with a sigh. It was just a stupid notebook. I wish I'd known then how wrong I was. I wish I'd known then, how many people, including myself would die unjustly.
Thank you for reading through my second attempts at a story! I really appreciate any reviews you have to offer :) I also apologize if my beginning rant sounded angry. I just wanted to make certain matters clear with those occasional reviewer's who like to instigate arguments.
