There was so much pain it was familiar but yet so different
Chapter 2- change
Disclaimer: crap why didn't I think of twilight. Well as you all know I don't own twilight. I wish I did but it belongs to the wonderful Stephanie Meyer. I only own these little ideas based off twilight
This chapter is dedicated to curiositykilledthesquirrel an inspiration to me and a very special person who helped me become a better writer. Thank you curiosity.
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There was so much pain it was familiar but yet so different. I felt the burning sensation like I remembered but this time it was all over like my whole body was thrown into a furnace. And there was a new pain like a knife was cutting open my everywhere. And the last pain, emotional, Edward was crying and screaming.
"BELLA BELLA! I'm so sorry! I'm so sorry!"
I wanted to comfort the tormented voice, I truly did. But all I could muster out was louder more high-pitched screams then before.
"Calm him down jasper! Bella your going to be okay- EDWARD relax stop breaking things calm down and come here and help Bella!" was that Alice? I couldn't tell.
I herd loud noises on top of the horrendous pain there was crashes, snapping, and shattering. There were cold harms on my body, holding me down. Was Edward still throwing stuff or was that me.
I didn't know what was happening at all. I couldn't tell if I was still screaming. I guess I have gotten so used to it by now… and I couldn't tell who was comforting me it could have been anyone or anything. I probably couldn't tell between Emmett and a bunny rabbit.
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At of the times that the pain lessened, I would here voices, most of the times Edward's. Most of the stuff I picked up was along the lines of. "Bella I'm so sorry. It will be over soon. I love you." I yearned to tell him I was fine, and that I loved him too. But somehow I had no voice- I couldn't talk. It was SO frustrating, and then once I got just the least bit frustrated the pain escalated and I couldn't even think.
After about the longest time period possible things started to become clearer. The heavy fog was lifted and there I was, on my bed or our bed in Edward's room. The covers were completely off and the side table was broken. Also the door was on one hinge. Did I do that?
A god was they're sitting next to me, holding my hands. Edward smiled the happiest smile that I have ever seen him smile. "She's awake," Edward said calling to his- our family, "Oh Bella I'm so glad you're alright. I was so unbelievably worried about you," then he kissed me with so much passion that Romeo and Juliet would have been put to shame. This kiss he didn't pull away, and he pressed much harder this time.
I pulled away, "See wasn't it worth it to be able to do that?" I asked in a pretty velvet voice that shocked me. It was my voice but tweaked just so it was perfect.
"Never to see you in pain like that" then he kissed my lips softly, "I love you."
"I love you to," I responded
And with that the whole Cullen family walked in with smiles on their faces. Alice was practically jumping off the walls.
"BELLA!" Emmett jumped
"Bella dear!" Esme said
"BELLA OH MY GOD YOU HAVE TO SEE YOURSELF!" Alice ran up to me at what she would call a normal speed and grabbed my arm dragging me to her mirror.
As Alice let out small squeaks I walked up to the mirror and set my eyes on me. I couldn't believe what I saw. I knew it was me, it looked like me, but like my voice it had almost been tweaked to perfection. Was I that close to this beauty? Finally (if I may say so) I could stand next to Edward and look like I belong there.
"I'm… I'm-"
"GEORGIOUS!" Alice streaked.
"No you're perfect you always have been. Gorgeous doesn't even begin to describe how amazing you are," Edward came up from behind me and wrapped his arms around me.
And there in Edwards arms I new this is what I was meant for.
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It had been a full month of being a vampire. I was getting the hang of hunting even though it was so hard to resist the yearning for human blood. Now me Jasper were getting really close because we both understood the restraining process and how hard it was.
Also Rosalie wouldn't even look at me let alone talk to me. Edward says she feels betrayed and she thinks that I made the wrong choice.
But everything else was amazing. I loved every minuet I spent with my god. Finally we could get a bit more romantic. Edward and I could now spend all the time in the world together. Finally he could hold me without hurting me to death. He could give me a big bear hug without me being crushed to death.
One day I was hunting with Edward. I smelt a doe (my favorite of all animals even though I hadn't tried many others) and ran after it. I let my instincts take over and charged it with violence. After it was good and dry and I was full and content I looked up to an awful smell.
A gigantic furry bolder was about 30 yards of staring at me with absolute fury.
"Jacob," I mouthed.
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