Hi this is my first fanfiction I've always been more into twilight but recently got into the fault in our stars by John Greene I do not own any characters
Summary:
This is if Augustus never died and if there slowly healing from there cancer with lots of bumps along the way there will be a lot of drama, hospitals, icus, pregnancy, suicide attempt and much more.
This story begins when Augustus gets out of the hospital and hazel ends up in it.
Chapter 1. Love will conquer all
H pov
I new gus wasn't going to make it the cancer was just to much for him and I know it's going to hurt so much to loose him I haven't heard any updated on gus for 3 days now as I have shut myself away in my room it just hurts so much knowing I'll out live my star crossed lover it's to much to bare I can't take this pain my lungs hurt so much I can't take even more pain.
I fall to the floor in tears next to Phillip then I get an idea I don't have to out live him we can die together.
I start to get excited and go into the kitchen and see know ones home I grab a knife and go back to my room twisting the knife I in my hand thinking what I'm about to do and how I'll end this suffering.
AW pov
I was getting out today I was so happy my tumors were finally starting to shrink I just wish I could tell hazel grace but she won't talk to anyone but that's OK because I'm gonna surprise her with dinner tonight our parents agreed to give us the night alone as they'll be out of town .
I can't wait to surprise her I'm so excited.
My mom just dropped me off in front of hazels and I go into the house and set out dinner that my mom made us.
Then I walk up the stairs not knowing I was about to see the worse thing imaginable...
H pov
I couldn't take it any longer the pains to much.
I think I just heard the door they're going to try and stop me.
No NOOO! They won't stop me I'll beat them to it.
It's now or never I hear someone walking up the stars.
As they're about to open the door I scream I LOVE YOU AUGUSTUS WATERS.
Then I plunge the knife near my heart and fall to the ground in a puddle of blood I start fading out as I hear yelling that sounds like Augustus.
AW pov
Once I had dinner set out I went up the stairs to get hazel as I get close to her door I hear her yelling
I LOVE YOU AUGUSTUS WATERS so I'd thought she'd seen me threw the window
Ahhh dam my surprise is ruined I said laughing
I open hazels door as I see her plunge a knife near her heart and fall to the ground
NOOO please God Noooo! Hazel baby please wake up hazel please! HAZEL!
I get my cell out and call 911 telling them to get hear immediately
After I hang up I hear gurgling to see hazels eyes open
Me: God hazel what have you done!?
Hazel: I'm ... (gurgling blood) sorr..ry..
Me: hazel please baby I love you why would you try to take your own life shh shh donot talk now an ambulance is on they're way your going to be fine
Hazel: I.. lo...ve.. you..
Tears are streaming down my face and I'm holding on to her as I press a towel to her chest and kiss her forehead saying
Me: your going to be alright I know it please don't close your eyes please.. okay?
Hazel: ...
Me: okay hazel? OKAY!?
she closed her eyes oh god she closed her eyes I can't loose her not now not ever...
The paramedics got here and weeled her out as I follow them to the hospital
I try calling our parents but no one answers.
I get to the hospital and am told I'll have to wait while she's in surgery.
Oh god I might loose her I can't loose her I end up so angry with myself for not keeping her safe that I punch the wall so I sit down and wait
Hour 1: I can't take it she better be OK I'm pacing the waiting room now
Hour 3: I call Issac
Issac: hey dude whats up? I heard your out?
Me: (tears streaming down my face and he can hear me crying)
Issac: dude what happened? What's wrong?
Me: its.. it's hazel
issac: is she ok? Are you at the hospital? What happened?
Me: she tried to.. to kill herself cuz she knew I wouldn't make it.. but now shes in surgery and it's been hours with no updates and I can't get a hold of our parents! !
Issac: dude calm down you should of caled me sooner I'm on my way I'll have my mom drop me off
Me: Ok
I continue crying till issac gets here and he trys to calm me down
Hour 7: I'm starting to go crazy with worry this is all my fault issac is still here but he hasn't been able to calm me much
Hour 9: the surgeon comes out and tells us the surgery is over but she's in the icu and will need to stay at least a week
augustus is so happy that she was going to live and runs up to her room
when he sees her tears start to flow agian she looks so pale and there are wires connecting to her from every direction
I sit down hold her hand and start to sing to her
Baby,
now that I've found you
I won't let you go
I built my world around you
I need you so,
baby even though
You don't need me
now
Baby,
now that I've found you
I won't let you go
I built my world around you
I need you so
Baby even though
You don't need me,
You don't need me oh, no
Baby, baby,
when first we met
I knew in this heart of mine
That you were someone I couldn't forget.
I said right,
and abide my time
Spent my life looking
for that somebody
to make me feel like new
Now you tell me that you want to leave me
But darling, I just can't let you
Baby, baby,
when first we met
I knew in this heart of mine
That you were someone I couldn't forget.
I said right,
and abide my time
Spent my life looking
for that somebody
to make me feel like new
Now you tell me that you want to leave me
But darling, I just can't let you
Now that I found you
I built my world around you
I need you so, baby even though
You don't need me now
Baby, now that I've found you
I won't let you go
I built my world around you
I need you so
Baby even though
You don't need me
You don't need me no, no
When i got to the end of the song I saw her eyes were open
Hazel: I love you
Me: not as much as I love you I'm so glad your ok
Hazel: me too and I'm sorry.. I dont know what I was thinking
Me: shh baby its ok well talk about it when your better okay? I gave her my crooked smile which she loves
Hazel: okay
A/N that was the first chapter tell me how you like it and if you'd all like me to continue and I promise the whole story won't be all drama like this they're will be more happy moments then sad
