As she says "I don't believe it

As she says "I don't believe it. It's not true. They are lying." She knows that she her self was the one lying but she didn't want to believe it. She just didn't want to believe what she heard so she says "come on you said you wanted to got to the library" and she stops off one friend says "count me out I don't want to" the other friend follows cause she knows something's wrong.

They head to the library as she walks fast her friend tries to follow. They get to the library and she says "are you sure nothings wrong?" but she just ignores her and goes to the librarian to ask for a book.

When the bell rings she grabs her binder and gets ready to go. As they leave her friend asks again "are you sure nothings wrong?" and this time she says "of course some thing is wrong!" "What?" her friend asks she walks a few steps and says "I'll tell you later… like tomorrow later" "ok."

As she sees it school isn't too good for any thing. When ever she goes to school she just has so much to tell him but she can't. And she hears stuff about him but she doesn't what to hear it. She doesn't want to believe it. She cares about him so much she's always there. It's like he's part of her. He's all she thinks about. She loves him. It's not like he doesn't know I'm alive. She thinks a little… We're friends. Are we?

She just wants to cry no one knows. But she doesn't know any more. Why? Why can she just tell him how much she cares? She wishes he would care to. But why would he?

At home she sits on her bed she feels a tear stream down her face. It burns. She wishes he was there. But she knows he'll never be there. He'll never come to comfort her but she wishes he would. Everyday she thinks about him but it just adds to her sadness.

She cries hoping no one hears her. She doesn't want to talk to anyone but him.

She cries when no ones there when they don't know when she's alone. She cries more then they know. She sometimes wishes she could just die. She cares so much about him. But he doesn't care as much. That she knows.