In the Arms of Nowhere
I crawl into this cave
I hope to find my grave
I had enough time to think
More than enough to drink
This needle still tears a hold
And I gave up growing old
I always wished that I would find myself in me
I hoped to be free one day, just free
One day I thought I could forget it all
But I just ran against this wall and fall
I look around and all I find is black
And everyone wants to sell me crack
Refrain:
That's why I crawl into this cave
Where I just want to find my grave
I want to lay there in the arms of nowhere
And I bet that nobody will ever care
I know that I have to leave it all behind
And the whole world is still blind
I can find no other way to bring this to its end
And father death seems to be my only friend
There's nothing left to me
Nothing to find the right key
I thought it never had been mine
Never got a fair chance to shine
All I see in this land is so grey
That's not a place for me to stay
I thought I could make it better than before
I hoped there would be more
But there's nothing to fill this hole
There's not a note left in my soul
I need this old song to be alive
But there's not one spark of drive
Refrain
The same old devil
But on a higher level
This drug is killing me inside
It's stronger than my pride
Nothing could rescue me
It's not the sun I can see
I can't believe what I'm feeling now
But I can feel it somehow
It's growing in my lonely soul
Now it's filling the old hole
I feel I heard of it so long ago
That's what He wants to show
Refrain
A power growing
Dark shadows going
Disappearing forever
I want to endeavour
From now on I'm free
I lay down and kneel
I'm no longer a drunken junkie
Instead I'm now spunky
I can start my own life
Make June my wifeThe atmosphere is still odd
Another chance given by God
That's why I crawl out of this cave
Where I just wanted to find my grave
I wanted to lay in the arms of nowhere
But now I know somebody would care
I know I'll never leave it all behind
Although the whole world is still blind
I know it will be a long way to my end
From now on religion is my personal friend
And I'm alive again
