Secret place
Ritsu stared out the window of the class room, it was the first of June and everything he saw outside made him just want to ditch school for the day and go to this secret place he knows of.
This place was free of mankind, pollution, noise. The truth was that he hated man, they harmed everything. He thought that it wouldn't be before long that they would destroy themselves. He didn't care, he was an utauloid, an android he showed no remorse for the pain of man, animals sure he loved them, but man hurts them too.
People always assume he sings for their amusement. He didn't! he was programed to know of so many horrible things, have dreams of so many deaths, loses, and broken hearts, singing is like his way of venting out the negative feelings. The feelings he too was subjected to. The stabbing pain in his mind and chest seemed to feel better with every song he sings. But when he can't sing… that's when he ends up crying. The things he sees and feels becomes overwhelming.
Why else would he sing anyway, he's a robot that lives in a huge mansion full of people just like him? Vocaloids, utauloid, boukaloids, voyakyloids… he like the voyakyloids he felt he could relate to them he asked master so many times if he himself were a voyakyloid each time he got a "no" "how? The voyakyloids are just as depressed as I am" "you sing better than them" "is that the only difference? I am programed to know so much about how mankind turned on eachother, war, bloodshed, canibolism, murder, suicide… that's what I'd rather do I'd rather commit suicide that have to deal with this"
Ritsu felt his eye growing heavy he shuttered from the pain in his chest, electricity surrounded him like an aura,he let his eye lids drop
He saw the path to his secret place…
With each step he was less and less tense, less sad, less afraid more happy
His secret place… was heaven…
