a/n: yea I know that this is kind of random but I just felt like writing it so read it or not its your decision but I enjoyed writing so I hope you enjoy reading it! Enjoy!! Ps. I do not own anything Pirates of the Caribbean if I did do you really think I would be writing this?

Love..... Its funny how one little four letter word can cause so much happiness and heartbreak?

Have you ever fell in love? I have and it was one of the most indescribable experiences I have

ever had. The man in question was so beautiful so amazing and so close to perfection that it was

more than unbearable. He would appear and the whole world sing at his presence he had the

kind of eyes that would weaken your knees, melt your heart, and drive you mad in just one

glance. Just the thought of him made me weak and I hated to be weak. He would captivate my

mind taking prisoner all thoughts that passed through it never for a minute letting it go. And His

smile...god that smile when he smiled at you, you remembered it for years I hated it but loved it

all the same refusing to accept any other smile but his. The way he made me feel and laugh was

ten times worth the way he made me cry. Sadly I was nothing to him just a shadow another

face in the crowd barely an acquaintance but he was everything to me, my thoughts my dreams,

my desires. I would wait day after day for a word a single word demonstrating my existence to

him, I went mad waiting but it rarely came. I came to the conclusion that I could no longer bear

it. The nothing I was to him and the everything he was to me, so I left. He wouldn't miss me few

would. I'm sure many of you are saying it was the cowards way out, and I'm that sure it was

but that's because I am a coward and I am sure that I am not the only one. The longing and

waiting was just too much I will forever remember his amber eyes that smiled as he did, the

kind words he said to get me through each day. The way his curly brown hair would fall from

place as he created each masterpiece of his collection. I am sure many other women will fall in

love with him as I did; my only hope is that one of them will be lucky enough to have his love in

return. So with this I take me leave I am the newest crew member aboard that Black Pearl one

day when I have enough courage to face him again I will return to Port Royal confess my love

to him just as I did to you here and will hope for the best although I do not trust that hope for

fear of disappointment and heartbreak, but if I'm lucky with that heartbreak comes freedom and

I will finally be able to get over him and love another, although, I highly doubt it. I will always

love him no matter the distance or time, a part of me knows that but the other half refuses to

accept defeat and will stop at nothing to get this man out of my head and my heart. This is my

love letter to the world and one day my love, William Turner, will read it.