This is my first story so sorry if it sucks . I've wanted to write and publish a story for a while . I definitely DO NOT! own Pretty Little Liars sadly. This is my take at what happened in Episode 10 Season 3 'What Lies Beneath' . So here goes nothing . Please review .


As I walk to the Fields', house take out in hand I hear slight murmuring . As i get closer i her a voice and realize it's Emily's voice ; sweet and angelic as ever. But then I her another voice , stronger, than a girls ... than it stops . I just passed the big bush separating me from the two voices ,and my heart drops. There , on the front porch of her girlfriends house sits Emily, and Maya's, cousin Nate, kissing. I stand in shock , it only takes 1.5 seconds for my anger to take over . In the heat of the moment I throw down the long for gotten and take-out a few short breathes calming myself. That is before I remember I have been cheated on... in front of my face at that! Think on my feet as I walk over and clear my throat . The first to spring apart from it was Emily . The look of pure shock over her face as she realizes who I am . Nate just sat there with his stupid face in a dreamy state... how dare he put his disgusting mouth on her girlfr- ex-girlfriend.

"Wow Emily this is fantastic .. how long - you know what fuck it ! I knew you couldn't possibly have real feelings for me . "I turn to leave , but a hand on my shoulder almost stops me before I shrug it off and keep walking.

"No Paige wait . This is-"she starts but is quickly cut off

"Emily don't even think about finish that statement . I'm done ,bye. have fun with each other . Don't follow me ."I then turn to Nate "Nice to see you dickface , she yours ." I leave but not without hearing the faint sounds of Emily crying and begging . It almost makes me turn around , I've always hated to hear he cry . Even while watching lion king she would , and I'd try to stop as fast as possible . But i keep walking with silent tears in my eyes .

I was a complete idiot to think I could have someone as amazing as Emily . Everything was going to well . Things never go well especially for me . Paige McCullers . things always ended sour. From having my first dog which had to be put down for medical reasons , to having a dad that can barely look me in my eyes ever since i came out . Not like I saw him to much anyways, unless he was hovering over our pool watching me do laps . Me be happy , not an option .

As i walk back to my house i can feel the tears fall harder .The one person i like, hell loved ! and she cheated on me . With a guy , who also happened to be her ex's cousin . I see my front yard as i pass a corner and speed up . I rather cry in the safety and privacy in my room . I am Paige McCullers . Nothing affects me i am strong .

As I come to my front door I wipe the tears on my cheeks before I enter . I get my key out and open the door and walk in as fast as I can . I almost make it up stairs before hearing my mothers voice . "Paigey? Is that you? How did things go with Emily ? You are back earlier than I expected ." My mom surprisingly was okay with me being gay . After an awkward conversation about still needing protection and all that jazz , she explained that she didn't love me any less . It was comforting and I was glad to have at least one parent who doesn't believe I'm not sick.

"Um.. yeah mom it's me . It went pretty good . I got a headache and decided to leave before It got worse " I quickly lie . " I'm just gonna go lay down . Goodnight Mom"

"Goodnight dear call me if you need anything." I answer with a quick 'yes ma'am' and speed to my run close the door 'and flop on my bed . My room is quiet ,besides the few groans and sniffles . That is until i hear my phone vibrate . Knowing it's Emily I leave it there . Until i hear it go off 3 more times with in a minute . I sigh and light my screen up . I am greeted with 5 missed calls and 10 unread messages . I look at the calls first seeing its (of course) Emily I thumb it away and check my messages . All 10 from Emily.

Emily: I'm sorry

Emily: Please forgive me it was a mistake

Emily: Please pick up . let me explain

Emily: I'm not giving up on us

Emily: Pick up . i need to talk to you please !

Emily: I promise he is nothing.

Emily: Come one that's the 5th time I've called baby pick up please don't leave it like this

Emily: I need you please

Emily: I guess you need space I get it just please give me a chance to explain . I need you Paige please . give me a call if you can . see you tomorrow at school ? goodnight .

Emily: You mean so much to me .

It's not until I see a wet drop on my screen that i realize I've started crying harder . Time , all i need is time . I want to forget but all i keep seeing is their lips pressed together and Nate's stupid Fucking grin ! I hate this and i hate this and him .

Before I know what I'm doing I throw my phone. Somehow I missed the wall by 2 inches and it lands in my ajar closet . I wouldn't have cared if it did at this point !

Time ... All I need is time.