Situation: Edward and Bella are already in love and ready to start taking their relationship to the next level

I do not own Twilight.

EPOV

I wish Bella would just understand why I can't give her what she wants right now. I'm not ready to risk her life. Everyday my thirst for her grows stronger and stronger and I don't mean the blood thirst kind. The most beautiful and innocent girl in my entire existence and she doesn't even understand why she is so special to me, I guess that's one of the things I love about her besides to the fact that now its not only her scent that drives me absolutely wild but now her body, the way she moves, her lips, the way she speaks, imagine what those lips can do.

As I watch Bella sleep in my arms her chest rising with every breath then falling with every exhale I can only imagine what's beneath her pajama top, every since she found out that I watch her sleep at night she's been wearing a bra to sleep so now its been harder to imagine, even with my vampire super senses x-ray vision isn't one of them unfortunately, of course now she knows I'm here watching her because here in my arms is where she falls asleep each night after night. I could never leave my Bella… my love.

I can't help it she looks so good she's not wearing any make up her hair is a mess and she isn't even conscious… I wonder how I can take advantage of the situation… NO I stopped the thought right then and there … too late I felt bulge in my pants harden at the thought, looking at Bella's now ridden up pajama top to expose the flesh of her bare stomach… oh great… how can I be so close now and keep control of the sensation and my thirst.

With one swift movement which took under a second I was out of Bella's bed and across the room staring at her with wild eyes.

Bella felt the movement and woke up suddenly in shock, realizing that Edward wasn't there anymore.

BPOV

"Edward?? Where are you??" Of course i know he is in the room I just don't know where.

"I'm here Bella love I'm sorry I woke you." I looked in Edward's direction and the moonlight bouncing off his flawless face, his expression was different there was fire in his eyes that id never seen before, well not to this extent. Edward has always been good at acting and hiding his emotions I don't know what's gotten into him. "Are you ok?" I said with confusion. "Did I do or say something while I was sleeping to upset you??" The question turned his expression from passion to disappointment, "Oh silly Bella when will you ever learn that nothing you do or say in your sleep or awake could upset me, not unless you continue to hang around with those volatile and juvenile werewolves but that's another issue… I'm sorry I woke you, you did nothing it was me i… i… um thought I heard something." He said in a tone which he thought was convincing but I didn't buy it. "Ok Edward spit it out I don't know what is going on but I'd like to. If I'm going to marry you, you have to tell me everything, you know no matter what you say I'm not going anywhere." This is strange he never leaves my side while I sleep I'm worried now. Edward replied with a relieved tone, "Bella don't be so dramatic, ok you got me I didn't hear anything it's just…." I cut him off, "Just what Edward??" He continued, "Just that you kinda… turned me on… ok. Now please go back to sleep and give me a minute ill join you soon."

Wow was Edward actually showing embarrassment? Should I take advantage? Finally he might actually give in and stop refusing me. We're both virgins but who cares-…virgins… the thought made me blush as usual but then again almost anything did- I'm not even asking for that much…. Yet… every kiss I get is guarded… yes I know, I know its because he can crush my skull to cinder with his pinky and not even start using his real strength not even close but I don't understand how hard it could be. I just want to feel passion. I'm engaged to a vampire and never has either one of us used tongue. He wants to be traditional and wait till we're married AND until I'm a vampire too but I cant wait that long. But I liked that he brought up the topic even though he tried to close it straight away I wasn't going to let that happen not when it was his doing.

"Oh ok Edward." A fantastic way for him to get confused and for me to gain control of the topic, knowing Edwards patients over curiosity though it might be a tough play. "Bella are you ok?? Wow I thought I was going to have to have the "conversation" again with you." Edward said surprised and using his hands to make air quotes. GOTCHAAA … and I thought this was going to be hard but nooo Edward has just left the "conversation" lying out on the plate for me to continue. 'Yes' was all I could think. "Excuse me a moment Edward I just need to use the ladies room." Once again confusion swept across his face expecting me to continue. "I expect you to be waiting in my bed for me when I get back!"

My favourite crooked smile flashed on his face and I smiled back with a bit of a cheeky grin.

I ran quickly but quietly to the bathroom making sure not to wake Charlie up, I didn't even need to go but I went anyway, took my time brushing my hair and my teeth even though it was the middle of the night and thank god I had the whole weekend with Edward. Then I thought of a brilliant idea, I won't say anything at all about the "conversation" ill just use my "assets" to persuade him. I decided to chuck my pajama top into the corner with the other dirty clothes leaving me in only my pajama pants and my bra, thankfully I had larger breasts than your average girl my age and they're one sure way to attract Edwards attention. I didn't even care that it was a bit cold.

EPOV

What is taking her so long the sooner she gets back to bed the sooner she'll fall asleep and forget about my little 'moment'. Just thinking about her I'm getting harder and harder. But for now I think I can just control myself. I have to…for her sake. I don't think I will be able to for much longer. Oh finally she's done I can hear her walking back.

BPOV

I walked to my bedroom door and peaked in making sure nothing but my head was exposed, "Edward are you in bed??" I called out anxiously now I hope that this bold move might be the start of something new, something different and exciting. The thought of Edward and I now sent a current of electricity through me to my core, my pussy starting to get wet. I'm sure with his senses he'll be able to smell me very soon. He answered, "Yes Bella just get in bed." I can already hear the defeat in his voice. "Do me a favour don't ask questions just close your eyes!" I tried to sound strong and demanding and Edward is of course patient and not always quick to ask questions. So he did as asked, of course I could see the curiosity and my favourite crooked smile on his face, he lay on my double bed and opened his arms inviting and welcoming. I took advantage. I closed the door behind me very quietly and tiptoed to the bed and then quickly I climbed into bed reminding him to keep his eyes closed, "I don't like this very much Bella I'm going to open my eyes soon!" "Oh relax Edward I'm right here just keep them closed until I say so." Again he did as asked and the thought once again shot the current through my body to my now wet core.

Edward's nose wrinkled and he smiled with curiosity. "Bella I can smell that you know." He stated rhetorically. I just giggled and one again reminded him to keep his eyes closed. As I climbed into bed instead of falling into his open arms I decided with a quick movement because he was laying on his back it was easy just to jump on his core straddling his hips. At that moment his eyes flew open and I could feel his dick hard in his pants, shock and passion showed on his face his head pulled back and he let out a breath that sounded almost like a moan, "Bella what do you think you're doing, I thought we spoke about this and said we were going to wait for all of this and where is you pajama top?" "No Edward you spoke I listened, my top is in the bathroom where I left it, and by judging the hardness in your pants I think the discussion is over!" Edward took in the sight of my body; he'd never actually seen me this exposed before. I felt a little kick in his pants as well as feeling a little embarrassed for being so forward for the first time in my life.