This is just a one shot, there will be more chapters, but it will just be a collection of one shots. This is about me and my best friend Ralph. Me being Castiel and him being Dean. This is short of what happened today, with him ditching me and its how I wanted it to end. Which it didn't but we all can hope can't we? I don't know when I will be updating. (Probably next time something happens between me and Ralph lol) This is just basically going to be my life through Castiel and Dean and the other Characters of Supernatural. If you have any questions, let me know.

I do not own Supernatural or any of the Character.

Okay, well enjoy.

Castiel looked down at his phone smiling like an idiot, or as Bobby calls it an idjit. "Are you still going to come over tonight?" He texted to his best friend, Dean.

Castiel twisted the phone around nervously in his hand waiting for a reply as he drifted into thought. Anytime Dean was around him Castiel would get this strange feeling in his chest, he never quit understood what it meant but he loved the feeling. It was like the high with the drugs, and he was addicted to it. Dean and Castiel have been best friends for over eight years and they were inseparable. Well they did have days when they weren't together but they both have their own lives and can do what they want.

Castiel squealed as he read the reply. "Of course silly, we have wrestling to watch tonight."

Castiel went into the kitchen to make a cup of coffee and found his older brother Gabriel and Gabriel boyfriend Sam. "Hey Cassie." Gabriel smiled ruffling his little brothers' hair. "What got you all smiles?"

"Dean said he was coming over to watch Wrestling with me tonight." Castiel replied with a smile.

"Doesn't he always come over?" Gabriel said more than asked with a slight chuckle in his voice.

Castiel blushed looking down at his feet. "Yes, but I just get so happy when he comes over." He smiled pulling out the kitchen table chair and taking a seat. "What are you two doing?"

"We are making dinner." Gabriel said smacking Sam on the butt.

Sam just growled putting the tray of chicken parm patties in the oven. "Don't touch me." Sam muttered shutting the oven.

"Thank you." Castiel said happily. "I'm just going to make some coffee and wait for Dean to come over." Castiel got up and walked over to the counter and pouring himself a cup of coffee. "I will be in the living room." Castiel walked to the living room sitting down on the couch and smiling when his puppy jumped up next to him. "Hello there Mr. Max, how are you?" Castiel smiled and petted the puppies head.

"Gabriel?" Sam whispered into his boyfriends ear.

"Yes, moose?" Gabriel turned towards him.

"Dean just texted me saying he was going over his ex-girlfriend Lisa house. I asked him about Cas and he said not to tell him." Sam said looking down at his with sadness in his eyes.

Gabriel eyes filled with anger. "What?" He shouted. "Doesn't he fucking know Cassie is in love with him and it will break his little heart? I don't want to see my little brother upset because your brother has to be a fucking dickwad?" Gabriel shouted a little too loud.

"Gabe, shut up, will you? I want to tell Cas, but I don't want him to overhear this. Now just shut the fuck up." Sam sighed, frustrated with everything.

Castiel walked back into the kitchen holding Max close. "You don't have to hide this from me. I'm a big boy, I can handle a little disappointment. And nothing against you Sam but I'm kind of use to it. This isn't the first time Dean left me for her. Just guess pussy is more important than friendship." Castiel shrugged smile on his face. He grabbed a bag of treats and left the kitchen going back into the living room putting wrestling on. "At least I can watch it with you, Maxie." Castiel whispered and kissed the top of his puppies head.

"Well that went easier than I thought it would." Gabriel said smiling up at his very tall boyfriend.

"Did you hear him though? Dean done this before, I never knew Dean left him hanging without even an excuse." Sam said looking down his eyes full of sad.

Gabriel gave him a soft smile. "Well Castiel is a strong boy, if he says he is good, than he's good." Gabriel wrapped his arms around Sam waist. "Now get your beautiful lips down here and kiss me." Gabriel puckered his lips.

Sam sighed before giving up and kissing his boyfriend softly. Sam pulled away when he noticed it was to quite. "Why is it so quite?" Sam asked raising his eyebrow.

Gabriel eyes widened as he ran into the living room to see Max sitting on the couch and staring at the front door. "Cassie?" Gabriel asked looking around the living room. "Cassie?" He yelled throughout the house. Gabriel flung open the front door and stepped outside into the cold night. "Cassie?" Gabriel screamed down the empty neighborhood.

"Where did he go?" Sam asked holding Max.

"I don't know." Gabriel sunk down on the floor next to his boyfriends legs.

"I'm going to call Dean." Sam said pulling his phone out hitting speed dial.

Gabriel just sighed. "It's so cold out there. I hope he took his jacket." Gabriel said to himself more than Sam.

"Dean, get to Gabriel and Castiels house, now." Sam almost shouted into the phone.

"Why? I told you I was going over Lisa's house."

"I don't give a shit, get the fuck over here now! Cas ran away because you ditched him for sex, YET AGAIN!" Sam yelled at his brother.

"Wait what? Cas ran away? Fuck, be there in 2 minutes." Dean said hanging up the phone.

"Dean said he'll be right here. Don't worry Gabe, Cas is fine." Sam gave him a soft smile placing a hand on his shoulder.

Gabriel leaned into the touch as the front door busted open. Gabriel shot up and got into Deans face. "This is all your fault, I hope you know that. If you would have thought with this head…" Gabriel smacked Dean in the head. "…instead of this head…" Gabriel kicked Dean in the balls "…than my little brother wouldn't be out there in the fucking cold!" Gabriel yelled pushing Dean into the wall.

Dean had his hands over his nuts as he looked at Gabriel with wide eyes. "I'm sorry okay." Dean said.

"Sorry isn't going to bring Cassie back!" Gabriel shouted.

"Did you try calling him?" Dean said already dialing Castiels number.

Gabriel and Sam shared a look of stupidity.

Dean shook his head just as Castiel picked up. "Hey Cas, where are you?" Dean asked casually as Sam and Gabriel rushed to Dean to hear the conversation.

Castiel thought if he should lie to Dean or not. "I'm at home about to watch wrestling. What time you coming over?" Castiel said sitting down with his back against a tree and silent tears falling down his face.

"Now we both know that is bullshit." Dean said hanging up the phone and looking at Sam and Gabriel who were wide eyed.

"Why the fuck did you hang up on him?" Gabriel looked at him wide eyed.

"I know where he is. He's at our spot, I'll go talk to him." Dean said calmly.

"Bring him home safely." Gabriel smiled softly as Sam wrapped an arm around Gabriel.

Dean nodded before walking out the door. He pulled his jacket tighter to himself as he walked up the street in snow. "Cas, you better be there." He mumbled to himself.

A sigh of relief passed his lips as he saw his best friend sitting with his head in his knees. Dean sat down next to him looking up at the sky. "So you're home, hmm." Dean said with a slight chuckle.

"What do you want?" Castiel mumbled with his face still buried into his knees.

"I came to bring you back home, Sam and Gabriel are worried sick about you." Dean said still looking up at the sky.

"That doesn't explain to me why you are here though? I thought you went over Lisa's house for sex?" Castiel said lifting his head and looking at Dean with red eyes.

"I was, than Sam called me saying you ran away and I came over." Dean said turning his head to look at him. "You are my best friend, there is nothing in this world that I would put before you."

Castiel made a fist and punched the ground as fresh tears started to fall down his face. "Just shut up, Dean." Castiel got up and left heading towards the house. "Don't follow me." Castiel said as he stormed away.

Castiel bursted though the front door. "I'm fine, don't bother me. Come on Max, bedtime." Castiel said as he walked up the stairs and into his room Max following behind him.

A few minutes later Dean walked through the door to see a confused Sam and Gabriel sitting on the couch. "I don't even know what happened. I told him that he was my best friend and he just stormed away." Dean shrugged walking into the kitchen grabbing a beer sitting down at the kitchen table putting his head in his hands. He took a swig of his beer as Sam walked in.

"I don't know what is wrong with my Sammy. I have never been in so much pain, seeing him crying, than storming away telling me not to follow him. I didn't know what to do." Dean sighed chugging his beer slamming the empty bottle on the table.

Sam sat down next to Dean placing a hand on his shoulder. "Dean, please don't get mad at me for saying this but I think you might be in love with Castiel." Sam said looking at his brother with understanding eyes.

Dean snapped his head looking at Sam with a raised eyebrow. "What? Are you crazy? I don't like guys, I like girls. I'm not gay!" Dean said standing up walking to the fridge and grabbing another beer.

"Dean, I didn't know I was gay I kept denying my feelings for Gabriel, which are the exact same feelings you just explained to me. But I excepted it and now look at how happy we are? I'm not saying you are gay, but maybe you have some feelings for Cas, stronger than a friend. Just giving you something to think about, is all." Sam said standing up and walking out the kitchen and into the living room.

"What did you tell him?" Gabriel asked as Sam sat down next to him.

"I told him he might be in love with Castiel and he like totally lost it." Sam laughed softly. "He'll come around."

Gabriel nuzzled into Sam. "Do you know how much better it will be around here once those to finally tie the knot?" Gabriel asked kissing the side Sams neck.

"No more arguing." Sam sighed happily.

Gabriel kissed up his neck, across his cheek and planting a long wet kiss on Sams lips. "I love you, Sam." Gabriel said against his lips.

"I love you too, Gabe." Sam smiled placing his large hands on the smaller man's waist.

Castiel walked down the steps, Sam and Gabriel were so lost in their moment they didn't even notice. "Get a room." Castiel mumbled as he walked past them and into the kitchen. Castiel stopped in his tracks when he saw Dean sitting in their drinking a beer. "I thought I said not to follow me." Castiel said moving over to the counter starting up the coffee maker.

Dean turned his head and looked at Castiel. Dean was just going to ignore him and leave when he got that feeling in his chest. The aching feeling when he saw how sad Castiel was. "I'm sorry, I just wanted to make sure you got home safe." Dean said softly turning back to his beer in front of him.

"Well I'm fine. You can leave now, go to Lisa, I could care less." Castiel shrugged keeping himself busy finding a good coffee mug.

"So what if I want to go?" Dean said standing up and walking over to Castiel. "You are just my best friend, I don't need your fucking permission to do what I want!" Dean yelled standing behind Castiel. Dean saw Castiel physically flinch when he started yelling and Dean's chest started to ach.

"Then why did you bother saying you were coming over? Why tell me you were going to watch wrestling if you were going to go see Lisa? You know I'm a big boy I can handle the truth!" Castiel yelled pushing past Dean and going to sit on at the table.

Dean grabbed his wrist and pulled him back. "Don't walk away from me when I'm talking to you!" Dean yelled into Castiel face.

"You weren't even fucking talking, Dean!" Castiel yelled yanking his arm back. "Just leave me alone." Castiel turned back away and went and sat at the table waiting for the coffee.

Dean sat down across from him. "So you really want me to leave?" Dean finally spoke up.

Castiel just played with his hands ignoring Dean.

"Fine, be that way." Dean said standing up and walking into the living room.

Castiel rested his head on the table and cried. "Why do I have to feel this way about you Dean Winchester?" Castiel asked out loud to no one.

When the coffee finished Castiel got a mug, filled it with coffee and walked out the back door and sat down on the swing pulling a cigarette out lighting it taking a long drag. "Nothing is better than a cigarette and coffee." Castiel smiled to himself.

Castiel was swinging softly when Dean walked out of the house and up to him. "Cas, I'm sorry." Dean said looking down at the grass beneath their feet.

"For what?" Castiel asked taking a drag from his cigarette.

"Treating you like an ass." Dean sighed. "I shouldn't have said I was coming over, I just didn't want to hurt you and I turned out to hurt you more than anything and I just want you to know that I am sorry. And I'm probably going to be leaving for a while."

Castiel dropped his mug to the ground spilling the coffee out and dropping the cigarette after and looking up at Dean.

Dean watched the coffee and cigarette fall to the ground and raised his stare and saw the brokenness behind Castiels blue eyes.

"Don't leave." Castiel said his voice breaking as tears fall down his face. "Please, don't leave Dean." Castiel stood up standing nose to nose with Dean.

Dean found it hard to breathe right with Castiel standing this close to him. He swallowed down the lump forming in his throat. "Why not?"

"Don't leave me." Castiel cried wrapping his arms around Deans waist crying into his chest. "You're my best friend, my everything, please don't leave Dean."

Dean wrapped his arms protectively around Castiel holding him close planting a kiss on the top of his head. "I won't, on one condition." Dean said pushing Castiel arm's length apart and looking at him.

Castiel wiped his eyes. "What's that?"

Dean wiped a few strand tears. "You stop crying. It breaks my heart to see you cry, and knowing I made you cry. It makes it hard for me to breathe." Dean smiled at his friend.

Castiel smiled. "Deal."

Dean smiled back leaning down closing the gap between them with a kiss. Dean held his lips over Castiels lips before pulling back blushing.

Castiel stood there wide eyed. "W-what was that?" Castiel asked.

"I just kissed you, and my heart, it felt right." Dean smiled. "Sammy was right." Dean mumbled to himself.

"What was Sam right about?" Castiel asked taking a step back.

"Where do you think you're going?" Dean asked pulling Castiel flesh up against him leaning down kissing him again.

Castiel smiled into the kiss, kissing back wrapping his arms around Deans neck.

"About time!" Sam and Gabriel both yelled from the back door.

Dean and Castiel broke apart blushing deeply.

FIN! (The End)

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