Hello, and welcome to My Other. This might turn out long, it might turn out small. I don't know yet. You see, I've read several fics about the Trunks' feelings for each other, and I didn't really like the way they were done. So I'm going to do this one my way. I think it will only be 2 chapters, but it might turn out longer. Like I said before, I just don't know. Well, I hope that you enjoy it.

Disclaimer: I do not own Dragon Ball/Z/GT.

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My Other

By: Ponytail Goddess

Chapter 1: I loath



My Other,

Oh how I loath you! I hate you! I wish you had never come to my time!!! You have turned my father against me! He hates me because of you!!! It's all your fault!!!

Why can't he see who I am? No, he doesn't. He never will. He only sees you, the noble Trunks from the future who came here and saved us all. He never sees me for the things I have done, only you.

If only you knew how it feels to be me. He always compares you with me. He constantly puts me down. He always says that you were better or you could do better.......things like that.

You have set the standard too high for me! Why did you have to do that?!? You have ruined my relationship with my father!!! How dare you do such a thing! You are no hero to me!

I can't help but wonder how you managed to get so close to him in such a little amount of time. You only spent one year with him and you got through to him. I have spent my entire life here with him and I have not even come close. How did you do it?

I have tried so hard over the years to get close to my father. You seem to have won him over though. You seem to be the only one he cares about. Perhaps that was how it was meant to be. Perhaps I shall just have to learn to accept that it will always be this way.

He will never notice me. Not when he has you there. You have done my job for me. I wish you hadn't. I really wanted to have my job as the son. Instead, I am the outcast. The nobody.

I think I should just give up on my father. I have tried so hard, with no avail. Yes, I shall just give up.

Perhaps I shall give up on life as well. You see, there is not much for me to live for anymore. Yes, mother is wonderful to me, but she is obsessed with getting me set up with a woman and getting grandchildren. She'll shove just about any dog at me like I'm some large chunk of meat. I hate it!!! Why must I go through this?!?!?

No, this is not your fault though. I do not blame you for my mother's behavior. She is just purely obsessed with the fact that she has no grandchildren. My sister Bra is too young to give them to her, so I am the only way she will get them right now.

I have nobody else to talk to now. You are the only one who will listen, my other. And you truly aren't listening either, for you will never read these letters that I write to you.

Perhaps you'd understand if you did. You'd understand how hard it is for me to be me. I wish you knew. If only, if only.......

If only I was a hero like you. Then perhaps my father would respect me for what I am. I will never be like you! Why doesn't he realize that?!? He is so stupid!!!!!

Him and his damn pride. He does not show affection ever. Not even to my own mother at times. I wonder if you respect him. I don't see how you could. He is a horrible man. His heart pumps cold blood through his veins. What do you see in him?

What does he see in you? I mean you, my other, did not do all that much other than warn everyone about the up and coming threat. Yes, if you hadn't then they'd all be toast, but you didn't really contribute much to the fight against these enemies. You must not have been that strong after all.

So why does my father compare me to you? You weren't that great! Why do you deserve his praise? Why do I get his leftovers?!?!? No, I do not even get that from him. I merely put up with his shit every single day. Bastard. I hate him almost as much as I hate you!

Why me? Why do I deserve this life? Dende, please give me an answer!!! I beg of you!!! Please!!!

I feel such pain. Such sorrow and loss. I am one of the richest people alive, and yet I feel these emotions of pain. I have no father, and that is why.

You took him away from me. I blame you for that, my other. If only you knew what you did. If only...........

I loath you Trunks!!! I do now, and I always shall..........

Present Trunks, your other

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Well, did you like it? Please review. Thanks. The next chapter will be Miari Trunks writing to his present self. Until then.........

-P.G.