Disclaimer: I only own all the angsty-ness written here, not POT, not the Simple Plan song and not even the title.
A/N: Yaay~ At last, for months of not being able to post a story, here's a oneshot for you guys~ I'M SO SORRY for not being able to update for too long! T__T Will you guys help me decide on which of my stories I should update first? I placed a poll in my profile, so please visit and pick your choices so I could write and update for you guys~ Thank you in advance. XD
Warning: MAJOR ANGST. Yes, I'm back with all my angsty-ness. And this fic is…okay okay, a deathfic (because it's almost All Soul's day XD). Let us fell the spirit of that coming day ^__^
Dedicated to TokyoGirl05 for helping me get my muse back and to my good friend for, well, getting the heck out of me every single day. XD I suggest you guys listen to the song, you'll feel the story more that way~ XD (Meet You There by Simple Plan)
Told on Fuji's POV.
Meet You There
By Lachrymosa13blue
Tears fell from my eyes. Sadness surges like a tide that overwhelms, it drowned me with its occurrence. Questions hung on the air. I sought for answers, but all I got were more questions.
And my tears continued to cascade down.
Now you're gone
I wonder why you left me here
I think about it on and on again
Memories of the past brought melancholic smiles to my face. I stare outside my window, wishing to lay sight of you again, just like before when you used to try and stop the soft smile threatening to appear on your face, which had always brought tinkles of laughter from me.
And my tears flowed. I miss you.
I know you're never coming back
But I hope that you hear me
I'm waiting to hear from you
Until I do
I lean my head sideways against the wall staring at the distance, as if I can feel you sitting right beside me, holding my hand, squeezing with tender affection like you used to do before.
And yet again I cried.
I miss you so much I can't help but cry.
You're gone away
I'm left alone
A part of me is gone
Gone.
Why did you leave?
I frequently ask myself that silly question. I already knew the answer but it kept on repeating. Maybe something's broken inside of me that is beyond repair.
It repeats the feeling of how much I long to see you again.
And I cried myself to sleep.
And I'm not moving on
So wait for me
I know the day will come
Somehow I do wake up without trying to choke back tears when I realize it won't be the same mornings I used to wake with you by my side. As far as I know, it was hard for me to accept. Hard for me to move on.
It was the hope that I would see you again, that keeps me holding on.
And the hope I will cry tears of joy not sadness at last.
I'll meet you there
It was that thought that kept me going this entire time. It kept me continuing this life that I thought I would have with you by my side until the end.
But I miss you. Your hazel eyes. Your gentle caress. Your sweet kiss. Your exclusive smiles.
Most of all…your unparalleled love.
No matter where life takes me to
I'll meet you there
When I cry I remember you. I could almost hear your voice telling me to stop crying. You would tell me to be strong. You would tell me that everything would be alright. You would tell me seriously that you want me to be happy.
But can't you understand?
I cry because I won't ever hear your voice again.
And even if I need you here
I'll meet you there
I need you. I swear I do. You know that. But you still left me. I miss you so much, because I need you more right now.
I miss you. I need you.
Tears of longing slid past my cheeks again.
I wish I could have told you
The words I kept inside
But now I guess it's just too late
I told myself that I have no regrets. I knew I told you everything I need you to know. Words of affection we've shared for years that we've been together. I was sure they were enough.
I was wrong.
You never knew that I wanted so badly to let you know that I miss you.
It's too late now.
I just hope you could still hear me.
So many things remind me of you
I hope that you can hear me
I wish that you could have taken my hand, and took me along with you.
I'd rather you did than be alone without you.
I miss you
This is goodbye
One last time
I wiped my tears as I stood from my seat. My eyes ventured outside the window, a wistful smile on my lips.
Out on the darkening horizon, I set out. I'll meet you again.
I promised we will meet again.
And where I go
You'll be here with me
Forever you'll be right there with me
It's as if I'm all alone in the world. Walking along the familiar road, seeing familiar faces nodding at me, it's as if to me that they were not there. My usual smile was fixed, already numb beyond cure.
It was cold, oh so cold. I wished I would have your arms embracing me tenderly. I wished your hand is entwined to mine.
I wish you were still here.
I'll meet you there
The familiar sight of calm trees and gentle swaying grasses greeted me. It was already twilight. Frigid air around me, oh it suited this perfect scenario.
No matter where life takes me
I sat down on the patch of ground next to where you lay. For a long time, I stared. Not knowing my tears have already escaped my eyes.
I'm finally here with you.
I'll meet you there
I glanced and saw the withered roses next to me. Silly me, I forgot to bring you another bunch. But I smiled at the thought. You're never the one who adores flowers, let alone roses.
I smiled sadly. If you were still here, you could have just frowned at my silliness, and I would have continued on teasing you.
But now it won't happen again.
And even if I need you
You may be gone. You may never hear my voice tease you, adore you, love you again. You may never be stoic amidst your happiness when you face me again.
You may never show me how much you love me anymore.
Yet…right now, amidst your presence, I feel you.
I can hear your voice.
I can feel your warmth.
I can almost imagine your hand wiping my tears.
Yes, everything is well now.
I love you. I need you. I miss you.
And I can hear you say the same words.
It's more than enough…
I'll meet you there…
And I lay next to you, with a smile on my face.
Finally, we meet again.
OWARI
A/N: Sorry for all the angst nya! I'm just so happy to be able to write something again…hehe. I hope you did enjoy this rather sad story. Any questions, just ask me~ Please visit my profile for my poll. Thanks and please leave a review…I want to hear from you guys again~ XD Happy Halloween~
