CHAPTER: 1

First day at work with everything new was very hard to adjust with but I had to face it. Jacksonville was the first stop where the auditions had to start for American Idol and facing Kara and pretending that everything was fine was very difficult. Well I reached the meeting point where Ryan was waiting with Randy and as always Simon was late. Kara was coming straight to Jacksonville which was 2 hours away. It felt like old times but I knew that they won't be soon. The highway was empty as it was early in the morning Simon as usual started annoying me which after so many years I kind of got used to it.

A large crowd was waiting foe us in Jacksonville. Kara arrived just after us and we all sat in the makeup room. Simon couldn't stand Kara at all.

It isn't that I hate Kara; I mean we were roommates for quite sometime and we are still friends but she just doesn't fit in the judges' panel (that's what Simon says). Getting ready was a really fun. Simon takes the most time to dress up which is quite weird but true.

As always Simon and I had a fight over one of the contestants, I actually enjoyed it! Simon and I have a really deep relationship as we know each other for years. We are not just best friends but are also the worst enemies ever at times. Our relationship is more than friends; he is a brother which I never wanted. We understand each other very well and at one point were really together.

Terri was backstage and started interviewing me after the auditions were over. I sat in my room thinking about what I am going to tell Jt and if this is right or wrong?....................

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