He looked into her big beautiful eyes. He was lost for words. Those big brown eyes he had grown to love were full of hate, hate, pain, misunderstanding, and love, he didn't know why. He had loved her, but he didn't know if he was in love her. He knew she held a place in his heart, but he didn't know what it was so he kept her there. All the while hurting her.
"Why!"She screamed at him. She couldn't place it. She loved him and he did this to her. 'Am I not good enough? Am I doing something wrong? Did I love him too much? Was I too clingy?' All these thought were running through her head and she wanted to say no to all of them, but she knew that one of those thoughts could be true.
"It's not what you think. I uh...you see..."he stumbled for words. He didn't intend on her catching him. He had been pretty sneaky when he did making sure she was in the library or doing something else to avoid this.
"It's not! I think I just walked in on my fiancé kissing another woman. How long, Ron? How long has this been going on?" She asked. She wondered why he would do this to her. He told her he loved her with all he had in him, and then he went and did this. She just didn't understand. She had been stupid enough to believe him and love him back with all she had in her and just ended up getting hurt. It wasn't fair.
"Hermione, I love you, but I'm not in love with you. I'm sorry," Ron gently said. "I'm so, so sorry." It killed him to say those words, but he knew it was truth. He had to stop trying to protect her from those words and just come out and say it.
"You. I can't believe you. I fell for you, so hard, and all this time you didn't feel the same way!" she yelled. "When we fought I cried for days on end, I cut myself because of you!" She said this as she rolled up her sleeves to reveal her scars. "I'm scarred for life, not on my wrists, Ron," she added as she saw his eyes dart to her exposed arm. "My heart, Ron, my heart. I gave you my love, my heart, and what do I get? Nothing! You know what? Go to hell!"
He started after her as she ran out the door and out of his life, forever. He knew she wouldn't want to talk to him after there fight.
A Month Later
She was found in the seventh years bathroom floor in a puddle of her own blood. Everything in the room was shattered and broken, mirrors, glass, anything and everything. Next to her a note was found. It read:
He had my heart. He said forever, and I can't live without my heart forever.
Hermione
