Summary: At the age of 15 I fell in love with a vampire, 6 months later he abandoned me, 4 months after that I saved his life. And then he left me again. With the Volturi to live a life of slavery and torture. Only they decided after a year I was useless and let me go. Here I am 17 years old, staring at the one person I never thought I would see.
I need a new title, the one I've got is temporary because I couldn't think of anything. And sorry about any mistakes or crappy-ness. I'm really tired, but wanted to write it down. Also sorry for any random capitalization. Its just something I do XD
I don't own twilight... don't sue me XD
Chapter one
I have been at this school for a half a year now only now I wasn't little shy Bella who would blush at the slightest thing. After spending a year with the Volturi, I had gained confidence and I had already became one of the more popular people of the school. I went by Izzie, preferring not to be reminded of the past year constantly, instead choosing to forget it completely. I had my heart broken twice within the space of about a year. I was stupid enough to fall in love with a Vampire, one of the biggest mistakes of my short life. Because of that one boy, I nearly died, jumped off a cliff and was enslaved for a year by a group of powerful vampires. When they first told me that Edward had left me with them I didn't believe it, but after pondering on the fact he left me before, I began to get used to it. Last time it took me months to get out of the depressed state and get on with my life, this time I was given stuff to do, ordered around and not given the chance to mope. I was forced to work day and night, beaten when I didn't do as they wanted. They enjoyed making me life hell and found pleasure in the fact I was missing Edward. After a few escape attempts I gave up and accepted it, until they decided to release me for reasons I didn't bother questioning. My only worry was how the hell I was expected to get out of Italy. I'm not sure how long I spent walking until an Italian lady offered me a lift. I didn't care where we were going, only about getting out of there. I got a new passport and earn some money. Well, I didn't so much earn it, I stole it.
But enough with the life story, this is now, that was then. I never did return to Charlie or Jacob. I couldn't face them or explain to them what happened. Instead I moved to a different part of the country and got on with life. Tried to anyway. On the outside I seemed confident, I had dyed my hair black in the heat of the moment, wore skimpy clothing and moved through boy after boy at school. I never did go all the way. Instead choosing to move on to another boy before it got to that. It was easier to do that, rather than focusing on the one person I ever loved. At the moment I've got a boyfriend who is probably the longest relationship I've had as of yet. He wasn't In a rush to do anything, which I was glad of. His name was Dan and he was Ok. I wasn't in love with him or anything.
I was cautious about everything, careful. I had also missed a lot of school, which was hard to explain. I told the school I was home schooled for a year and they didn't bother checking into it. I now have a job, a car and I'm getting on with it. I was clever before the whole Italy incident so I was Ok at school, always getting reasonable grade.
Glancing around the car park of school, the first thing I noticed was a few cars I didn't recognise, it might be the new kids I had heard whispers about. Only then did I see a new car pull up next to them, A silver Volvo. My heart missed a beat, but I told myself to calm down. It happened every time I saw a car like that, but it was just a stupid reaction. I went to lock my car door, but the person getting out of the car caught my attention. Hands pale as paper, hair ruffled in a state of array which looked perfect. He was turned away from me, looking around him. I couldn't be. Could it? He turned slightly and I swear my heart could have burst through my chest. Anger boiled up inside me as I stared at me. It took me a moment to realize I was storming over to him. I told me legs to stop, to run away but they wouldn't. As a got a few feet away, I felt him tense, his back still turned to me. He could smell my blood; he always said t was Irresistible. He turned slowly, well for a vampire anyway, but before he could react, my hand impacted his left cheek. He was shocked; you could see it in his darkened eyes.
"Bella" He whispered. His eyes softened and he went to get closer to me. I flinched back and screamed in his face.
"THAT!" I Screamed "Is for Charlie and making him think I was dead" The second part was more of a whispers than a scream but it was still filled with a mixture of emotions. I slapped him on the right cheek this time. Taking out any of my pent up anger on him.
"THAT!" Again, screamed "Is for Jacob" He didn't fight back or try to stop me as my hand raised again, only this time, I formed it into a fist. I punched him with as much force as could muster. Pain spread throughout my hand, as I felt something snap with the sudden impact. I think I may have broken some fingers. But I didn't care. I had to say this.
"And that" This time it was hissed "Was for leaving me. Again. For breaking my heart, for letting them treat me the way they did. I should never have saved your life Edward! I should have let you step in that sunlight and let them destroy you. You weren't worth it. You never loved me. You destroyed my life. TWICE. Know I want you and Alice and Jasper and Emmet and Rosalie to leave. And never come back. I'm happy here. I'm finally happy and I'm not gunna let your ruin it again" By this time I was crying. My voice was turning into more of a whimper and I was speaking at a fast pace. And not only that, I was lying. I was in no way happy here. He may have broken my heart, but I would take him back in a heartbeat. I loved him so much that I would take him back even if he would break my heart. Just to have the chance to be happy for a little bit longer.
"Bella" He whispered again in a comforting way.
I pulled my hand up to my chest as it throbbed and he cautiously stepped closer to me. I didn't stop him as he pulled me into a delicate hug, as not to hurt me or my hand which was likely broken from such an impact. I broke down in his arms, sobbing. I wasn't sure how long we stayed like that. I felt other people around, most likely the rest of the family, as confused as Edward. The bell rang, and people headed towards class, whispering about my outburst and the sudden breakdown on the new kids. It was only when I heard a scream, or more like a screech come from across to car park. I pulled away and saw Alice standing there. No one else was around and she ran vampire speed and pulled me into a hug and began speaking at a speed which meant I couldn't really decipher what she was saying to me. I looked around and everyone was standing around me. Emmet and Rosalie were hand in hand, Jasper had his arm around Alice. As I looked around them, It became t much. It was so overwhelming, my hand hurt and I was confused. Things began to blur around me, black spots appearing. I blinked a few times to try and get rid of them, but I soon found myself slumping against Alice's chest and things went completely black.
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This is not likely to become a long fic, maybe a few more chapters. The next one being the scene in Edward POV to explain more about why he left her there. You don't really think he abandoned her because he didn't love her, do you? The next one will be longer, expanding the scene after Bella collapsed
