A/N: Just a little something I wrote becausee of the icky feel of Valentine's Day. So enjoy the angsty-ness! 8D

PAIRING: onesided RikuXSora

Disclaimer: KH/KH II do not belong to me...although Sora belongs to Riku!


"I Want to Feel You"

I love you. But it's those three little words that I'm afraid of admitting to you. After all, you looked so happy whenever you were with her and all I could do was stand still dazed with my heart breaking even more.

Is there a cure for this never ending pain? Shouldn't there be something to rid this sentiment of death? Each moment I spend with you, I can't help but feel like my soul is just withering away; and that my heart could stop at any point in time.

I know this sounds ridiculously apathetic. But it's true. I am in love with you and I wish I could stop.

And yet I can't help myself from wanting to hold you and kiss you until we're both left breathless. I just want to feel you, just so I can truly feel human again. Instead of this awful numb sensation that surrounds me.

What have you done to me? When have I have fallen into this deep fissure of the despair which is the unrequited love that I have developed for you? Will I ever really discover the answer?

There are so many questions running through my mind, so many that I just want to fall back into the deep and slumbering darkness. In hopes that I forget you, and this anguish that haunts me day to day.

I have always speculated if you actually were in love with her. I could never tell because of the way you smiled at me. That sweet and pure smile that really made me fall for you, which always made me question; do you smile at her the same way you do to me?

Answer me Sora. Is she really the one you truthfully are in love with? I do not recall at any moment that you fell to your knees and cried at her feet like the way you did for me.

At that moment I felt like the happiest person in all the worlds. I felt like I had a reason to escape the darkness once more. And yet here I am, standing before your doorstep, contemplating whether I should knock or not. I do not how I got here, only that my treacherous feet led me here; to you.

So right here, in front of your door I decided to wait for you. Wait for you until dusk becomes dawn, until you rub those beautiful azure eyes of yours and get out of bed. Wait for you until you walk out of that front door; where I will be waiting.

Aishiteru.


reviews are welcome! flames are not.

thank you for reading! (I am think about writing a sequel for this oneshot...what do you think?)

-Aya