I am Sorry
Disclaimer: Don't own Ronin Warriors, not even Seiji Date
Note: This is my first attempt at angst-oriented fanfic, basically Seiji is writing a suicide note to Touma.
Dear Touma,
I am sorry.
I don't expect your forgiveness, I know you don't understand why lately,
I been avoiding everyone and been so cold to everyone the few months, especially you, the only one to understand me. I know I am asking a lot, when I 'm asking you to understand, why I did what I did.
It's funny I can handle fighting Talpa and his minions of darkness,
deal with being slash by katanas, even poison with lethal potions, but this I can't handle. Well, this all started six weeks ago, do you remember that day it was the first day of the new summer semester and we just got that new teacher Orochimaru-sensei, you remember the one that all the girls said was really beautiful but had such a dark aura. You remember right, all those scary looks he kept giving me and how he always seem to be standing a little too close to me when we reading.
I still feel so stupid for letting my guard down… one day he told to stay after class, he wanted to discuss the test score I just got. Well, after school I stay… we were the only ones still at school. He told he wanted to discuss it over hot tea, so we were in the teacher's lounge and he gave me some tea. I only took a few sips, but than suddenly I feel so weak and dizzy… the next thing I know we were on the table and he was touching me, undressing me, I could feel his breathe on my face, he kept running his hand through my hair mumbling about how soft it was, and no matter what I couldn't fight it. He did things to me, touched me in a way that made me feel ashamed. When it was he got up and zipped his pants… he told me that no one would believe me and it was my word against his…than he just left.
He left the school a week later, but still I kept dreaming he would come back, and do it all over again. I couldn't sleep or eat, I kept imagining how everyone would find out and how everyone would find me disgusting. I know Touma that you are not like that but I just can't keep going. I am sorry.
Your Friend,
Date Seiji
Name: Date Seiji
Age: 16
Date of Death: February 9, 2005
Cause of Death: bleed to death due to self-inflicted cut to both wrists
-Owari
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