Misaki,

For how long have I tried this? Each and every time I write a letter, I could never send it to you. How many letters remain unsent? I can't seem to remember because it's too many to count. But each and everyone of the contents is the same.

All those years together, all those times shared between us, have you forgotten all of it? All this time…all this time I've wanted to convey to you everything I feel about our current relationship.

You say that I've betrayed you. But isn't it you who betrayed me first? Isn't it you who couldn't keep his promise of forever? Ever since we joined HOMRA you've been distant. Always so distant. It's like I didn't exist anymore in your eyes. It had always been Mikoto. Mikoto, Mikoto, Mikoto. It never changes.

So of course, I left.

I-

He crumpled the paper. He couldn't do it. He just couldn't write the proper words, couldn't convey the proper emotions. Wordlessly, he stood up and threw the paper into the trash bin, gazing at it before turning away and walking out of the room.

And the next day, he'll be there, writing yet another unsent letter.


Author's Note:

How long has it been since I last wrote something? Anyway, I've recently been into the [K] fandom and totally fell in love with Fushimi Saruhiko. His character is really interesting and the way he acts in the anime and novel is quite intriguing~

I know I haven't updated on the other stories and would be saying that I won't be doing so ever again because I've lost my muse for all those stories (and looking back at them now, they all...lacked something). I may or may not revise them so... -shrugs-