THE NEED FOR CLOSURE
****THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION! I DO NOT OWN THE CHARACTERS, THEY BELONG TO EL JAMES. THE STORY LINE DETAILS BELONG TO ME*********************************************************************
THIS IS MY FIRST FAN FICTION STORY… SO PLEASE BE NICE WHEN YOU REVIEW…. THE STORY POPPED IN MY HEAD SOMETIME AGO. NOW THAT I AM GETTING MORE COMFORTABLE WRITING MY OTHER STORY "DEADLY MISTAKE" I HAVE REDONE SOME OF THE WORDING. LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK.
Chapter 1
(Christian POV)
I find myself in that kitchen again and I'm starting to panic, where should I hide? I hear a noise nearing closer, I'm praying that I'm dreaming, but if I was dreaming I wouldn't be thinking about dreaming…right? All of a sudden I see my mommy walking with him. Why does she put up with him? Why doesn't she take me somewhere safe? I don't move, maybe they will forget I am here and live me alone, but I am so hungry and my stomach won't stop grumbling…..
All of a sudden I hear them screaming again... please not again. I'm waiting quietly for them to stop, but it doesn't; it's getting louder and louder. OH MY GOD, now they are in the kitchen.
I see him slap her across the face…she is crying, begging him to stop. He is now laughing and kicks her and tells her to shut the fuck up or it will get worse. I hate when he curses and hits her.
Then it happens, he sees me hiding under the table hugging myself. "Well …well…what do we have here?" the pimp says. I am frozen from fear and I cannot move. I am too scared. I am now yanked by my hair and crying for my mommy to help me, but I see her just staring and not helping me. The pimp slaps me hard across the face and is still holding me up by my hair. I cannot stop crying uncontrollably.
He turns to my mommy and asks her, "Which will it be?" She looks confused…he tells her it's her choice…. "Do you want your fix baby…and for me to beat him again…? Or do want me to walk out of here with your bastard of a kid and never look back?" He tells her again that it is her choice and wants an answer now before he chooses for her…
I look at her with pleading eyes to save me from this hell hole. I don't realize I am holding my breath waiting for her answer.
My mommy looks at me and gives her answer…"give me my fix baby….."
All of a sudden the room turns red…everything is red and now I am CEO Christian, not that small scared child trying to hide.
I suddenly lunge towards the crack whore who I no longer even consider my birth mother. I am not holding back…I am beating the fuck out of her for all the years of me being abused and burned. For all the years of me feeling I had to beat all those brown headed girls that remind me of her. I am now doing to her what she has let happen to me all these years and I feel like I am alive and free. I don't hold back, I can't…. I won't. I know this is what I need to do to erase her out of my head once and for all. I want…no I need to kill this whore…
I start hearing a loud banging noise. "What the hell is that?" I no longer care, I am on a mission and nothing is stopping me…nothing. All of a sudden Taylor is attacking me and I black out….
