Do You Know What I'm seeing?

Misa x L

L has always had a 'thing' for Misa-Misa and he also has a greater 'thing' for defeating his rival, Light Yagami, which is his potential solution to his KIRA search... What if he decided to attack Kira from the bottom up...? Starting at his heart?

L devised his idea from his post at his laptop in the dark room, which was empty except for Matsuda Touta, Misa Amane, and Light Yagami. Hunched over, legs bent, he continued thinking as he ate a doughnut.

"Misa..."

"Yes Ryuzaki?"

"Meet me in the back room." He said with no explanation as he got up, grabbed a single piece of strawberry cheesecake, and walked over to the back room. Misa looked over at Light questionably, wondering what L wanted. Light responded her question with a nod of the head and a 'go-on' motion with his hand like she was a child. Misa walked over to the back room of the Hotel HQ.

The back room was shadowy and dark. It was lit with a single lamp; it was an ordinary lamp, with no shade on its top. Amane was driven crazy with the womanly notion of going to the store and buying a new, better-looking lamp shade that would make the empty room a bit cozier. She had to ignore the notion to listen to the question that Ryuzaki was preparing to ask her.

"Misa, do you find me attractive?"

Misa gave L a look like, 'what the hell?', but when she made the face, she could tell that L was dead serious. She has never known L for lying, unless it came down to his true name, otherwise, Misa classified him as a pretty straight-forward person.

"Misa, you have no need to be afraid, this room has no cameras anywhere," His knuckles tapped the wall. ", and no one could hear us because of the soundproof walls." Misa looked around the room, he was right. She couldn't see any spy equipment anywhere. "I really need to have your true opinion on this."

(Misa's thought process is in italics…)

Misa inspected the detective, considering every one of his traits. He slouched while he walked, he ate way too many sweets, which will make him fat, he held stuff weird, like he has a potential germ-phobia, which is stupid, he sits with his feet in his chair, uses lame excuses, he's a annoying smart-aleck, and, worst of all, he suspects Light and Misa of being mass murderers.. But, she kind of admires him, being right about everything, down to the last detail. Although it gets on her nerves sometimes, him calling her dumb in his 'in-between-the-lines-of-his speech' as Yagami-kun puts it, predicting every basic aspect of the way the Death Note works, even the fact it could be passed on from person to person. Other than that he's kind of cute. I an L kind of way, if that is possible. Now she thinks of it…

"You're okay, I guess." She said blankly, not knowing what she was saying.

"Really?" L said in disbelief. "I expected that you would yell at me telling me that 'Light was the greatest person in the whole world' or something like that."

Misa looked away, considering what L had said.

"I do love Light-kun, with all of my heart. He just doesn't seem to notice though."

"Then why do you even bother?" L asked Misa with a childish curiosity, which was only enhanced for the worst when Misa looked up at his big dark eyes which were filled with interest.

"I don't know. I just love him, I guess."

"I heard that there is no 'I guess' with love, it's only yes and no."

Misa looked away from L. She was amazed by his wisdom, and angered by his use of it to be a smart ass. L is the most confusing man ever.

"Well, this was out of the ordinary. Can you meet me later at 8:30 in this same room so I shall converse with you again?"

Misa turned her back to leave the room.

"This was interesting. It was nice speaking with you Amane-chan."

Later that day at 8:30pm

So, I'm back in the dim room. Misa thought, looking around the familiar room noticing a chair that wasn't there before. You know how in the dark room you could feel the presence of something that wasn't there before. She got the feeling that someone's watching her.

"Hello Misa." L said. She saw him walk into the room with a miniature cake; it was a caramel cake to be exact, if you wanted to know. "You're early."

Misa said nothing. Light told her that if this was a scheme that she would say as little as possible so she couldn't give away the fact that she is Kira.

"Would you like to sit down?" L gestured to a spot next to him on the medium sized recliner. Misa nodded and took the seat next to him. "You are acting unusually bashful today… What's on your mind?" L asked, staring straight in Misa's face.

"…Nothing…"

"If you are worrying about Light, there is a slim chance that he would be able to hear us… Don't forget that there are absolutely no surveillance cameras in this room, Misa, You can express yourself freely in here with out risking your reputation."

It seems like L is unusually watchful about my feelings today… Misa thought.

"Okay. What do you want to ask me now?" Misa asked the bug-eyed detective, feeling kind of pissed about the situation she was presently in, stuck in a room sitting uncomfortably close to a guy she didn't favor very much in particular.

"You have really nice hair," L commented stroking her blonde hair and lifting a strand of it with two fingers. "How do you keep it so… Perfect?" Misa blushed slightly at the compliment and didn't say anything. "Amane Misa-Misa-chan..? That's what people address you as? That would get annoying to me…" L takes a bite of his tiny cake.

"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU NEED TO TELL ME? YOU ARE GETTING ON MY LAST NERVE!" Misa didn't realize she had raised her voice until she saw the expression on L's face change for totally amazed to calm like usual.

"Sorry for pressuring you Misa. I have realized that my emotions have gotten the best of my actions. Will you forgive me?"

"Yeah, I'll forgive you, Ryuzaki."

"Well, Misa. I just called you down here to ask you something…"

"What is it, more random, strange questions?"

L laughed a bit, "Yeah, I believe so, Misa, I'm going to ask you some strange questions!", and smiled.

"Yeah okay then." Misa went along with L's sudden playfulness, which was unusual even for him. He must have something on his mind, acting childish out of the blue like this…

"What's your favorite color?"

"Pink." Misa said without thought.

"What do you like to do in your spare time?"

Misa thought for a bit, then answered plainly with, "I like to surf the net."

"Oh, alright then, ask me something."

Misa thought for a minute. "What do you like to do?"

"Capture criminals." He responded and took another bite out of his caramel cake.

This is going to be torture… His brain is melded around the Kira case.

"What do you think about when you're not thinking of the Kira case or capturing Kira or stuff like that?"

"You." He mumbled with his finger over his mouth, so Misa couldn't hear.

"What did you say Ryuzaki?"

"Whenever I'm not working on the Kira case I am always thinking about you." He said clearly.

"What do you mean Ryuzaki? You think I'm Kira, of course you think of me. You have to think of me," Misa scoffed with disbelief. "I'm a part of your case."

"That's not what I meant."

Misa moved away from L in the seat a bit while her suspicion of him being a stalker rose back into her brain. But, despite her obvious budge away from him, he leaned in closer as he continued his statement.

"I want you, Misa. I always wanted you." L dove in and kissed her. Misa gasped, making it easier for him to ease his tongue into her mouth, tasting every aspect of her being. He rubbed his tongue around her mouth, trying to find hers. After some time of fighting him off, Misa finally submitted to L's deep kiss. After a minute of unforgiving bliss, Misa broke off L's daring kiss, leaving him with his tongue sticking out of his mouth. (I think he must look childish at that point.) Misa wiped off her mouth with her arm and looked down at L with a look of disgust and got up to walk out of the door.

"Misa wait!" L said and rose from the chair. Misa didn't even bother to turn around to look at him. She stayed put at her spot near the door to listen to what he had to say.

"Thank you for showing me you had a mind of your own Amane. This minor act of infidelity showed that your mind doesn't belong to Yagami-kun. Meet me in my room tomorrow I have something else to tell you."