after having sex..

"you can't do that!! But you're a Jounin!". Shikamaru is screaming shockedly

"Right then!". Temari answer it and then nods

"you left suna and came here without notice?!". Shikamaru scream again angrily.

"I just wanted you to comfort me". Temari answered with pitty expression.

until Shikamaru is really getting into unexplainable mood like he's going crazy shouting and then don't know what to do right behind Temari until Temari start to stand.

"where are you going?". Shikamaru shouted looking at Temari's back.

"I'm going to take a bath to let you decide on your own". Temari say's looking softly hiding emotion until Shikamaru stopped her hugging her at the back. "Let's go together, Temari". and he kissed her on the cheeks.

While They are taking a bath.

Temari is still controlling her tears to fall. "face back Shikamaru, I'm just going to rub your back a soup.".

until when Shikamaru turned back and Temari started to clean his back with the soup while the shower is flowing over them. Temari's tears started to fall throughly.

Suddenly Shikamaru slowly feeling the rubbing of soup in his back kinda slow with a wierd direction of it on how it was rubbed. until he slowly faced on Temari and saw Temari really is crying.

"Shikamaru, I can't control it. sorry if I cry infront of you again".

Shikamaru slowly hugged Temari while the shower still flowing over them.

"Temari, even you don't like it. I have to return you to your brothers. for your on good Temari".

Temari hugged Shikamaru soo hard. "please, I love you! don't let them, pleaseee..... I love you!". and her tears started to fall like the shower and then she started to kiss Shikamaru.

Until then, the scene turns into the big gate of Konoha.

it's 5:00 am were the sun hasn't shine. outside of Konoha gate was 11 suna anbu's with Gaara and Kankuro in the middle. while in the other side was only Tsunade, Shizune and Kakashi with the elders. keeping the meeting secretly to be away from gossips.

until Temari and Shikamaru came and the wind blows slowly. the two were holding hands and don't know what to do. slowly coming between the circle. until they stand with their right direction.

Gaara is staring meanly to the two, same as Kankuro like he wanna kill Shikamaru with his stare. Tsunade just close her eyes for what she sees between Gaara and Kankuro.

until Shikamaru started to talk "Temari, go with them. dont worry, I love you and I will never ever let you...". and he faced to Temari and Temari started to cry again.

when Temari start to step within 5 step away from him. then her tears started to fall soooo fast and her hearts started to burn and he feels soooo depth being away with Shikamaru slowly. until suddenly she surprisedly return to Shikamaru running fast and hugged Shikamaru sooo tight like no one can separate them. and she started to cry "Shikamaru! I love you! I love you! I will not come with them, we should be together. no one can separate us. till death do us apart! I can't! please, I can't leave you!". Shikamaru started to close her eyes while Temari is hugging her crying and he call Gaara "you can take her now. sorry Temari. this is only for your good. I love you and I won't let your dream be destroyed. you have a quite big name in suna. so go with them. dont worry, I'll visit you there if time comes again".

The suna people take over Temari and Temari started to scream Shikamaru's name while they are getting away. until they let Temari drink something and Temari get on sleep. and Shikamaru look back and slowly getting away from them since he can't really get on reality that he gave back Temari on them. until the suna people go farther from the village. and Temari is fading slowly in the eye of Shikamaru.

"Nice choice Shikamaru". Tsunade says smiling.

"yeah!". Shikamaru answered with agony facing back to Tsunade Crying secretly and then started to walk away from the three.

when Shikamaru get back to his room. he kinda feel confuse of his decision and started to lie on his bed.

"why do I give her to them". he asked himself, and then change his position to the left.

"she said she loves me. and I won't give her to her brothers". and he change his position again facing right.

"but he said I love you soooo much! what if she doesn't come back anymore". Shikamaru keep asking himself and face front lying in bed. until he reminisce all the great memories they have been together. and he started to feel the pain inside him seeing his decision was kinda awkward until Shikamaru started to cry that he really can't control the pain and agony and seat down.

"what the fuck! why am I crying, that's for her own convenience right!? troublesome woman!". he keeps on talking to his self until she touches some metal things inside his pillow.

he got curious and when he pull and sees what is in it. then the tears from his eyes flows more rapidly faster than he thought when it's Temari's headgear inside his pillow. and he started to scream crying started to hit anything in his room again. more in pain just like when Asuma died.

while the years passed by. there is still Temari's headgear in his room. and he always sent too many messages to Temari to suna what happened with her. telling her he really misses her soo much.

until after years of waiting. Shikamaru kinda get curious why still his love hasn't responses to his letter.

until after shikamaru visited asuma's grave. he saw Naruto.. "hey! Tsunade calling you in hokage's lobby.".

"oh man! maybe that's Temari's letter! gotta go! fuck yeaah". Shikamaru said running sooo fast felt of like winning a jackpot until when he got over the hokage's lobby. and opens the door. he saw Tsunade and Shizune having a bad expression of faces.

"what is it Tsunade sama?, is it Temari's letter for me??". exciting face Shikamaru's response to them.

"no but it's a letter came from the Kazekage. read it". and he gaves it to Shikamaru. and he started to read

"Dear Shikamaru, I'm sorry to tell you this but Temari died from a mission after a one shinobi from mist hit him in the heart.". Shikamaru crawled and he don't know if he's going to believe it or not. he became speechless and like a paralyzed.

the other day around. he goes to Hokage's lobby carrying a bag. angrily shouted, "I wanna see the grave of Temari. I'm going to sunah!". he shouted. "No you cant! there's no other country allowed to visit her grave as what for Temari said. her last word is he wont let anyone visit her grave especially you. since he loves you sooo much" Tsunade said. Shikamaru started to cry and shouted of anger, "this is all my fault! damn it". until Shikaku, Ino and Chouji came comforting Shikamaru "let's go Shikamaru. let's go! accept it".