Riley Jordin Cavanaugh

AN: So this story came to me after having Love The Way You Lie on repeat forever because I was bored then after watching Big Time Rush the bad boy episode I had some crazy nightmare about Carlos beating up his girlfriend and I woke and was like holy shit I should that down so here it is? Should I go on with this? PS: I love Carlos I feel interested with this story though and I also own nothing just the OC's because I owned anything I'd be in Carlos Pena's arms haha.

"Riles!" His voice bellowed through my apartment 3K. "I know you're here."

I sat in my kitchen with tears already building up behind my brown eyes, threatening to fall at a moments notice. I bit my lip kept my eyes glued to the table. I tensed as his footsteps approached, and his warm spearmint breath forced it's way from my ear.

"You're not hiding from me are you?" He sounded playfully dangerous. "You know that annoys me."

I felt my stomach coil. "O-Of course n-not."

His tan hands were on my shoulders and I whimpered. "Look at me."

I turned around and looked into Carlos's beautiful chocolate eyes. "What?"

"Who the hell is Shane and why we're you texting at noon!" He spat waving my phone in my face.

I frowned at his grip on my arms. "My stepbrother y-you know that."

His hand flew across my cheek causing me to inhale sharply. "Don't lie to me or I-"

I yanked myself free and rolled my eyes. "Would it kill you to stop fucking accusing me on cheating everyday! I'm not, you're being an asshole!"

"You don't talk to me like that Riley!" He shouted as he clutched a fistful of my hair. "You know what happens when you do."

I shoved him away from me. "I hate you! I freaking hate you. You lie, you beat me up and you cheat. You're an asshole Carlos Garcia."

I winced as he banged my face into the wall. He pinned me against it with one arm and pressed his other hand to my cheek. "If I'm such an asshole then why do you stay with me huh? Why don't you leave?"

I rolled my eyes and let tears streak down my bruised face. "B-Because I love you and I'd be nothing without you and everyone k-knows it." I recited that with perfect memory, he instilled it into my mind.

His fist wailed into my face, casing me to cry out in pain as it throbbed on the right side of my face. I could feel a new black eye tingling already. "Good." He growled. His fingernails dug into my shoulder and neck.

"Let go please." I begged. "Please."

The Latino rolled his eyes and shoved me to the floor. "Clean yourself up, you're disgusting."

I pushed myself up with shaky arms. "Okay."

I made a few steps toward the bathroom before he grabbed me again. I was staring into his coal colored eyes. "We're going to have dinner with the guys. Cover yourself up and if you say anything you'll regret it."

I nodded and quickly scurried to the bathroom where I locked the door and peeled out my baggy shirt and sweats. I stared at myself, my skin was dull and pale and bruises covered my ribcage, stomach and back. My ribs stuck out from my skin due to Carlos's latest observation. I was too fat. I rolled my eyes and stepped into the warm stream of water. I gently washed myself and let water relax my body. I pressed my fingers against my black and blue belly and winced. He hit me with his hockey stick once last week. I stepped out and wrapped myself in a towel and brushed my hair out into it's normal curls.

"Hurry up!" I heard him yell.

I quickly dressed in a simple olive green dress and a white cardigan to hide my bruised arms. I pulled my cover up out of the drawer and tapped it onto my bruises and opened the door. He was waiting for me. He looked me up and down and pressed his lips against my ear.

"You look amazing." He sounded sweet and I blushed.

I took his hand and smile to myself, pretending he was done hurting me. We rode in the elevator down a floor and he paused before I could get out.

"One wrong move Riley. Don't provoke me."

I nodded and followed him inside the bright apartment. I looked around and saw Logan, James and Kendall. Carlos put on his goofy adorable act that I had fallen for.

"Hey Riley." Kendall smiled as I sat down. "Nice dress."

I smiled and smoothed out the skirt. "Thanks."

I glanced up, Carlos was in a deep conversation with James about hockey and I winced as Logan flopped down next to me and hugged me.

"H-Hey Logan." I grimaced

He grinned. "How's it going?"

"Okay, I have a meeting with Griffin next week about an album."

Kendall and Logan smiled at me. "That's cool."

I nodded. "Thanks. I'm really excited to be signed to a label after a few months of waiting I have so much written."

"You'll be great." Logan promised.

I thanked him and took my seat at the table next to Carlos. Kendall sits the food out on the table and I merely pick at my mashed potatoes as Carlos talks with his friends. I took a bite and swallowed. I fight a gasp when Carlos pressed his fingers into my back.

I shake it off and continue picking at my dinner. I zone out until I feel Carlos shake my shoulder.

"You okay babe?" He sounded concerned and I looked up. "You're quiet."

I shrugged. "My bad I'm just nervous about my meeting. Sorry." I whisper.

James gave me a shove. "Griffin and Kelly are nothing just look out for Gustavo."

I laughed and took a sip of my tea. "Thanks for the warning."

Dinner's full of the guys talking about hockey and a tour. I only noticed it was over when Carlos stood up. I immediately stood up.

"I'll see you guys later." He said to his friends.

I waved at them. "Bye guys."

I heard a chorus of bye Riley's and the stepped into the elevator. I looked at him and smiled.

"You didn't fuck up." He said gruffly. "Good job."

I rolled my eyes. "Thanks."

Carlos unlocked the door and tugged me into the bedroom we shared. I slipped on a tank top and shorts and climbed into bed.

I feel his tan arms around me. "Night Riley I love you."

I shut my eyes and whimpered. I always wondered if he means it. "I love you too."

Soon the room is quiet and I lie in bed and let the tears I'd been holding back all night fall down my cheeks. This was my life, nothing but hurt, lies and Carlos.

"Welcome to my life." I mumbled before dozing off. "Welcome to my fucked up life."

AN: Well that was chapter 1.. Should I continue? Yes or no. If its yes how can I improve let me know :)