All for Nothing

A/N: One shot. This is just something that I thought of. This is not a happy fic, as you can see from the title.

Summary: Marissa's looking down from heaven and sees Ryan. Marissa-centric.

Disclaimer: I do not own anything.

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I looked down, and saw him.

It reminded me of everything that we shared.

I gave him my all

But he could not do the same

I felt as if I was betrayed.

Three years of us went down the drain, in just a few weeks.

Seeing him with another woman when I was still down there, tore me apart.

And now, seeing him with a new woman,

Crushed my heart even more

He looks so happy,

And it makes me sick because he wasn't that way with me.

I feel so stupid for ever believing in him, for thinking that he would not do anything to hurt me.

It would have been better if he had not come to this place called Newport.

It would have been better if I have not fallen in love with him.

But what could I have done?

My heart has its own mind.

And it's been telling me that no one could replace him.

I only wished that he felt the same way, when I was still here.

But he could not, since he cares about other women more than me.

He always will.

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