I held on fast. Tight. Strong. Unfortunately, not for long. I was on a hill, laying on the dirt road, gripping my boyfriend's hand. Jonas said calmly, "Don't worry Kaylee. Now pull me up. Go real slow."

I nodded, tears blurring my acute vision. I kissed Jonas hand and gulped nervously,

"Baby, I can't do it. I'm sorry, please please forgive me." Jonas stared at me, his green eyes wide with surprise. "What? What do you mean?" Jonas stammered frightened.

I surveyed our surroundings, looking for some support. Then I gazed down at our hands, biting my lip. Jonas and I were jogging, then suddenly he fell off the hill. I caught his hand just in time, but he was dangling from the hill nevertheless. "You're too heavy. I can't hold on for much longer." I gasped. He sighed painfully, "Let me go Kaylee. I never knew you were the kind of person to give up." I replied defensively, "I don't give up easily. I never gave up on you."

He reached up with his other hand, pushing a strand of red hair out of my face. Jonas said uneasily, "I love you. If I live to see tomorrow, I'll still love you. I'll love you, even when you think I don't. Remember me always."

I said tearfully, "Jonas, it's not time to say good-bye. We'll get through this. Tomorrow we'll laugh at how silly this is. Don't say good-bye." He winked at me knowingly, "I'm serious Kaylee. I don't have any more time for laughter or tears. Just let me go. Don't make this any more difficult than what it has to be."

I sobbed uncontrollably, "I love you baby. I didn't get the chance to tell you, but I'm pregnant with your baby." Jonas sucked in his breath excitedly, "How long has it been? At least you'll have something to remember me by. Actually it'll be a someone." I smiled softly, "3 months. Nobody else knows. You'll live to see your baby. You'll be a great daddy." Jonas shook his head sadly, "You'll be a great mommy. Don't let this baby stop you from pursuing your dreams, your educational purpose. Promise me that you'll go to college and be what you wanna be. Promise me that you'll love this baby, no matter what anyone says." I stated strongly, "I promise. You were always a brave, caring person. I'm glad I found the chance to find my first true love. I love you, Jonas King. Good-bye."

Jonas kissed my lips gently, "I knew you'd have the courage to say good-bye first. I loved you since I first laid eyes on you. Give the baby my love. I love you, Kaylee O'brien. Good-bye."

I screamed as Jonas released his hand, falling 100 feet to the ground. Within seconds I heard a sickening crack. I looked down and saw a sight most forbidding. Jonas laying on the gorund dead, his neck broken at a 90 degree angle. Blood surrounded the ground on which his corpse lay. I turned away, my whole body shaking. I threw up on the side of the hill, the strong acid burning my throat. I took out my cellphone and dialed 911. "911? This is an emergency." I said, running my hands through my hair. "Yes? Explain yourself miss and your current location." The operator's deep voice soothed.

"I'm located at the hill on Blackman road. My boyfriend and I were jogging then he slipped, dangling on the side of the hill. I caught him, but I couldn't hold on. He let go." I cried truthfully. "Miss, relax now. Help is on the way. What is your name? If you have a compass, read me the direction." He ordered simply. "I'm Kaylee. I'm on the south side of the hill, near the dirt bike pit." I responded openly. "OK, Kaylee. Are you hurt? Do you feel dizzy or physically exhausted? Describe your physical condition." He demanded pursuingly. "I'm hurt, but it's something you can't fix. Also, I'm 3 months pregnant." I said quietly. He sighed softly, "I'm sorry Kaylee. What can't I fix?" I stated coolly, "My heart." Then I hung up. Ten minutes later help arrived. I was sitting beside Jonas dead body, cradling his hand in my lap. A female officer had to pull me away casually saying, "Kaylee, you must let go. It will be alright." I snapped back, "I can't let go. Once you have something special you never let it go."