Title- Love, only a life away.

Summary- Catherine finds Sara at her apartment after a massive fight, she came to apologise but is she to late?

Disclaimer- I don't own CSI but if I did oh god there would be soooooo many cat/sara scenes!

Chapter One- Dying Love

She told me she would wait, she promised, but I lied. Don't ask me why I did it, I could never tell you. All I can give you is the pain overcoming me at seeing her pale body laying there, and the note left next under the delicate red rose laying over her naked breasts.

Dear Catherine

As the sun sets to reveal the moon

My world plummeting into a calm darkness

I retreat into a safe mood

Where my body tingles with a harsh sadness

The night reflects the vast empytness I feel

Stars small specks of dying hope

The confusion following the depression like a snapping movie reel

The constant lonliness leaving me inable to cope

Fingertips run across my chest

Cold as the stone rising from the grave

Where you laid my heart to rest

The hopes I had fade and die

But I will never forget you,

Love Sara

Oh god Sara, how could you do this, I love you.

I'm so sorry, I tried I promise I tried, all that fighting, I never meant anything I said to you, all this time I never knew you loved me and I could have saved you sara but I didn't I abandoned you, but Im here now .That is what I came to say. Seeing your beautifull body laying there, so helpless, innocent, I don't have a choice now. You forced me do do this, it's the only way I can be with you now.

I pick up the pen lying across the room and start writing.

Dear Sara

Dose the sun set to reveal the moon,

or dose the moon force the sun to leave.

The darkness may be calm but its persuasive,

Like misery, I crave company,

Your company.

Darkness only comes after sun,

Rainbows only come after rain.

Death only comes after life.

And now is time for me to say goodbye to those I love,

And hello to the holder of my hearts key.

I will always remember you.

Love Catherine

I lay down beside your cold, naked body and hold the glistening silver knife, already coated in your blood, to my throught. I will be with you soon Sara, wait for me.