I apologize, it has been a long while since I last posted something...
Most of my fanfictions are normally romantic, happy, but I'm afraid that this one won't be happy.. If you don't want to read something sad, or something dramatic, then I suggest you find another fanfiction to read. In this fanfiction I am using characters from a show called Sherlock. Most of you have heard of this. I am using two characters from this show to describe something that happened to me in reality. The characters I'll be using are Sherlock & John, no brainier there. Everyone whose read my fanfitions knows I always create a character based on myself, well, this time I'm not. So, be prepared, because this may or may not make you cry. Or it'll annoy you, who knows. I'm not you, so I don't know what you'll feel or think. I'm my own person... I don't own the show, nor do I own the characters, but I own the tale that I tell.

Broken Trust

I remember when I first met you... You were with the others, you were friendly, caring, loving. You love your friends, & your friends loved you. Oh, how I envied that. People always said I was just as loving & caring, but I never came close to your heart. My heart eventually went cold, started to say nasty things, but your's... Your's stayed the same.
That's the last thing I remember from then...frankly; truthfully.

Now, I have returned, but it seems the tables have turned. The once loving caring person was now laying dormant inside his body, inside his broken heart. But only I could see this... Only I was able to see what you were going through, because I had gone through the same. And I came to you with comfort & words, two things you seem to like the most from me.. Two things that I would eventually take from you... How selfish I was... It wasn't I who needed to trust you, it was YOU who needed to trust me..
I love you, so much that it makes my heart flutter..
You see, my friends, I have broken that heart for falling back for the man I was once with before this lovely creature right here. And though I stayed loyal, as far as my loyalty could go... I told my love everything... It tore him, made him feel like he was a second option, but of course, I was way too blind to see this...
It wasn't till, now, that I realized whom it was I desired most.. They say you never really notice what you had until you've lost it, well...they were right... How blind could I be, my greed, my selfishness... You say I'm not a monster, but yet, look what I have done to you!
You have given me your trust, your heart, your love, & what have I given you?
Things that I took back... Now, here I stand, desperate to have you, desperate for you not leave this flat, my heart in my blood covered hands; holding it out for you to take..

I don't expect, I won't want you to forgive me just, yet... I don't deserve forgiveness.
But what I ask, what I desire, besides you, I desire to be given a chance to prove myself to you. Will you take my heart? John? Will you give me a chance to prove myself?

I apologize if its the shortest I've ever done, but there wasn't much else to say. And this isn't only a story, I'm actually asking my boyfriend to give me a chance.