Two needs, Two realizations, One love

Disclaimer: I do not own Final Fantasy Eight and the contents within it. But I do own my imagination that manipulates the characters from and type it onto a notepad and upload on fanfiction.net LOL. To put is bluntly, I don't own them, I'm broke and I only have an imagination to entertain myself XD.


The night was endless that evening, decorated with stars twinkling down on Balamb. After that wondeful Garden Festival that night, Balamb Garden had settled in its destination, Balamb. After a few champagne glasses, She needed to get out of the romantic surroundings. Oh how she envied those who had it, and that thing was love. She didn't like the sight of Squall and Rinoa in the balcony, how Irvine and Selphie were teasing and tickling eachother and even Zell had a girl with pigtails admiring the view him chugging down those hotdogs.

Walking out of the gates of Balamb Garden, she finally arrived and sat on a small hill where she spotted a nice view of the town. She lay there on the soft green grass carrying small droplets of dew. The evening was beautiful, but she wanted to experience the night with someone else. She closed her eyes for a few seconds just to listen to the sounds surrounding her, the ocean's waves singing, and the trees bristling. It felt so serene just to be there.

She sighed and pulled herself up, she paused and just looked up at the stars just wished for the night to stay like that. She reflected on her life, she accomplished so many things like becoming SeeD at the age of fifteen, aspiring to become a mentor and instructor at the age of seventeen, only to be taken away after a year later and to be shut out by her 'misunderstood' love. But her 'misunderstood' love was love-struck by the young raven-haired lady. The miniscule girl who got anything she pleased with her charm and beauty. The one thing Quistis wanted -no- needed.

- "Go talk to a wall" she reminisced him saying that

- "Go talk to a FUCKING wall" she snapped

Quistis just stood there, the calm and collected EX-instructor just snapped. And it felt good. A failure, one damn fucking failure. She felt the tears brimming on the lids of her misty blue eyes, but she would never let them fall, not for herself, not for him, not for anyone. She was stong, not weak, she wanted to become this, but this only gave her pain, oh how she wanted to just act her age not act like a thirty-year old. She went back to her dorm and just slept to wake up to another day of her 'happy' life.
That day, he was fishing with his faithful friends, he smiled at the fact that they stuck with him whenever. They were true friends, they were family. It was a nice hot day out in Fisherman's Horizon, the nice smell of the salty sea, the waves hitting the docks and the seagulls gawking when they passed by. He and his friends were fishing and he was getting a bit angry when he did not catch any fish today.

- "My fifth, ya know!" the brauny man screaming with joy

He noticed the silver haired woman nodding at the blonde man and suddenly kicked Raijin into the sea. Seifer laughed, a real laugh and suddenly stopped when a large grotesque hovering object which appeared to be Balamb Garden pass by. He frowned and looked down.

He stood there, looking at his reflection. Looking at the water he saw himself, a person who he never wanted to be. He regretted, from that Dollet mission, from that Timber situation, from everything. Somehow he just wanted to stop being a failure, and be something. He wanted to be admired, praised, he wanted what Squall had. He desired what Squall had and he doesn't even realise what he had, it's like it just came with him when he was born.

- "I failed..." he said under his breath

He was going to get what he wanted, it was his chance -no- last chance. He was going back to Balamb to get what he wanted. This time Seifer Almasy will succeed no matter what. He will prove him, that instructor, that headmaster, everyone.

- 'I don't care, I'll do anything to be him' Seifer thought

That day he will get what he desired. He's not going to lose this battle, he was going to get what he wanted. Seifer told Fuujin and Raijin he was leaving and bought the next ticket to Balamb. He smirked his trademark smirk and sat in an economy-class seat and slept to wake up to a new day. To fufill his needs.
A/N: Alas, the first chapeter is completed. So what do you think? Please leave a little comment or review just for me. It's also my first multi-chapter fic too. So give a little love and feed my creativity with some reviews, it's getting a bit hungry. LOL. If you guys give some feedback, I'll continue to update quickly. :)