Summary: It seemed just like yesterday that Edward had left behind a heart-broken Bella to pursue his dreams while Bella's was crushed. But Edward did not know about Bella's secret. 5 years onwards and their paths cross yet again, will past sparks re-ignite? Or will it just stay cold, and extinguished?
Hey! Umm this is my first fanfic, so I really just wanted to experiment you know?
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-Prologue-
"Bella, we need to talk." Edward whispered to me while I was snuggled up against his chest.
"Hmm?"
"I'm leaving." I shot up, Edward was leaving…this couldn't be.
"I'll pack my stuff, when do we leave?" I asked, holding in the suspension of what was going to happen. I knew what was going to happen. I just didn't want to face it, ask him and hope for the best, even though I know it's not.
"I'm going love; by myself…you stay here and…do whatever it is you do best." My heart crumbled, and tears were threatening to slide down my face. I was ready, to tell him everything, but I loved him too much, oh god I loved him. He wanted to leave, he wanted to leave me and he wanted to leave us.
"Get out." It was barely a whisper, not even, but loud enough for him to hear me.
"Love," he tried to reason, reaching out to embrace me.
"NO!" I got up and walked to the door "YOU'RE JUST GOING TO ABANDON ME THE NIGHT OF SOMETHING SPECIAL!" I blurted it out, not like he was going to ask…was he? Oh god, what have I done? I quickly slapped my hands on my mouth before something else came out of there.
He put on a confused face and looked at me, his emerald eyes boring into my teary red ones. "What are you talking about?" he asked, getting up and slowly walked up to me, "Bella what's going on?"
"Nothing," I said quickly "Leave. Just, leave"
"Tell me Bella, what's going on?" He had backed me against a wall and slammed both of his hands on the sides of my head.
Think of a lie, I chanted, think of a lie.
"It's our 3 year anniversary" I said, hoping he would fall for it. He looked at me in the eye and I held it. He knew I was lying, everyone could tell when Bella Swan was lying. But he let it go; he removed both of his hands and sighed, running a hand through his bronze hair.
"Bella, I don't know what's going on, but I'm just going to leave it. I just hope you have a nice life while I'm gone." He pushed me out of the way and opened the door, without even looking back he slammed the door in my face and I could hear the faint sound of the stairs creaking as he walked down.
I collapsed onto the floor and sobbed, the tears were flowing freely now, and all I could think about was Edward. He abandoned me and I didn't even have the courage to tell him…I'm such a coward. But I couldn't be like this forever, I needed to change and it is going to start today.
I was going to have this baby, even if it cost my life.
For me, for the baby, for Edward.
Edward? Did anyone mention Edward?
No dumb-fuck, no one did, no one at all…
So that's it for now! Tell me what you thought and feel free to let me know in the reviews! Also, I'll just be uploading this prologue for now. Just so I know what my readers enjoy to read in a story like this.
