Hurt
Disclaimer I don't own Pair of Kings or Hurt (by Christina Aguilera).
Mikayla's POV
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face.
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today ooh ooh
It seems like it was yesterday when I saw Brady's face for the first time and he asked me to marry him and I walked away. Other times I would have rolled my eyes at that memory but today I just cry, if only back then I would have known what I know today, maybe I wouldn't have said any of those stupid things I said to him yesterday. It was a stupid argument!
I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
If I had known he would been hurt that badly by what I said I would have held him in my arms and try everything to take away his pain. I would have thanked him for always caring about me like when he got the mama waka jelly for me or saved to island on multiple occasions. I would have forgiven him for stealing my things, flirting with me, almost getting me killed everyday.
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there
I would do anything to hear him say anyone of his cheesy pick up lines again, or hear his angelic voice sing. When I went for a walk around the castle today to try calm myself I could have sworn I hear Brady call out my name I looked around for what seemed like forever but there was nothing. He wasn't there.
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
I'm so sorry for blaming you Brady! It wasn't your fault I couldn't do anything about all the destruction caused in the village. You and Boomer were playing around and then you destroyed everything. I shouldn't have yelled at you for that. I've hurt myself now for blaming you, for hurting you. I would have never thought it would ever come to this.
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh
It's been a week since you left forever.I feel so broken inside, everyone keeps asking if I'm alright but I just say I'm fine then lock myself up in my room. How can I be fine? I miss you so much, and I can't say goodbye Brady, because it's my fault I'll never see you again and get another chance to tell so many things.
Would you tell I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
I keep wondering what you would say to me if you were still alive. Would you help me understand why you did it? I keep hoping your looking down at me and smiling because your proud of who I am.
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I would give anything to just get one more chance to see you Brady. To look into those warm chocolate brown eyes filled with puppy dog adoration I couldn't stand before looking back at me. I never deserved you.
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh
I'm sorry for blaming you. You did nothing wrong, I just couldn't do anything and I was mad and I took it all out on you. I hurt myself so much by causing you pain, but I never thought it would go this far.
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much I have missed you
Since you've been away
If I could just have one more day to see you, I would tell you how much I miss you since you've been away. I would take back everything bad I've ever said to you and let you know I care so much about you. That I love you.
Oh it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I keep looking in the great book to try and find something I've missed, to find something to turn back time and stop this from happening. Nothing.
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you
Now I'm walking your casket to say my final goodbye. "I'm sorry for blaming you Brady, for everything I just couldn't do. And I've hurt myself by hurting you." I gently kiss your forehead and turn back. If only I had a second chance.
Author's Note
Hey everyone who's reading this! My first song fic so I hope you like it even though it's really sad. Please review and tell me what you think!
