A/N: Hey people. This is my first fanfic. I wrote it on my i pod. So Im sorry for mistakes. I don't own glee. The only thing I own is the Story and the character I made :)
I've been going to school for about a week and a half but some who no one knows my name yet. Im known as either the new girl or Kurt's cousin. Its Just lame as hell but oh well. Maybe I should give them a reason to remember my name. So I was in the cafeteria and was seating with Kurt's friends. Then Finn came walking up." Hey new girl." I was getting angry with that nick name. "My name is Jess." he Looks at me "Oh yea." He laughs and I get up and Santana is seating next to me. "Just in case you forget my name." I take Santana's cheek in my hand and kiss her. Then I look at Finn. "Jess Is my name. Remember." I walk off. I see Santana staring at me. I don't exactly remember that being my plan but close enough.I hope shes not pissed off I kissed her. I wasn't kissing Kurt so she was closes. Yes I am a gay. I do think Santana is hot but that's beside the point. Later that day Kurt was waiting for me at my locker. "hey cuz'' He looks at me. "What was that all about? why'd you kiss Santana?'' I freak out. " I Just needed to make people remember my name." He looks at me. "So you have to kiss Santana. Shes pissed off at you." I look at him." I know. i would be too." I look around my locker and he starts talking again. "Speak of the devil." He points at Santana whos walking straight this way. "Kurt Im going to die now aren't I?" He laughs " I don't know Jess but good luck." he walks away. "SO WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT ABOUT AT LUNCH." I look at her with sympathetic eyes "Im sorry I was just trying to make people remember my name that's all. I was SICK OF people CALLING ME THE NEW GIRL." I start getting angry. "Next time you kiss someone remember that they might be dating someone." I look at her. "Im sorry Santana I know your dating Brittany. That's why I feel bad about it. But you were seating next to me and I wasn't going to kiss Kurt." She laughs. "Okay next time think or I will kick your ass got me." I shake my head. "Yea I got ya."
So its about time for glee. I liked glee club. I felt like i wasn't a geek or a loser there. I mean I love to sing so that's just a plus really. Plus i got to see Quinn Fabary which shes like a ten out ten in my book. More then a ten. Shes funny and beautiful inside and out. But I believe no here sees that. Then again I don't think any one truly knows Quinn. Oh gosh shes looking at me. I hope she didn't catch me looking at her. Mr. Shue saved the day because he walks in. Alright we have any performances today. I raise my hand. " I do ." He smiles "Okay what is it?" "Black Rose By Trapt." He smiles "Alright everybody lets listen." I start getting nervous when the music starts.
I saw you in the garden, I wanted you so much
I really thought that you were different, oh, I couldn't get enough
I tried to save you from yourself, I felt every high and low
But the lows have drowned the highs away now there's nowhere else to go
Black rose your thorns are cutting into me for the last time
Black rose I watched your petals wilt away I couldn't bring you back to life
I stare at Quinn before I start singing the chorus.
You were always where the sun could never go,
I never wanted you to have to be alone
But I couldn't find a way to help you grow,
Black Rose.
This song wasn't for Quinn but I couldnt help but stare at her the whole time I was singing.
You never tell me how you feel and your moods - they always change
I really tried to make it real but you never had the faith
I tried to give you something good to take the pain away
I tried to make you understand - you don't have to be this way
Then things that happen the other day hit me. I was trying to ask Quinn what was wrong with her and she never told me. Then like a couple hours later she acted like she was perfectly fine.
Black rose your thorns are cutting into me for the last time
Black rose I watched your petals wilt away I couldn't bring you back to life
You were always where the sun could never go,
I never wanted you to have to be alone
But I couldn't find a way to help you grow,
Black Rose.
Maybe Quinn is The black rose I was singing about.
I'm not the one who hurt you
So why are you so scared
(I couldn't save you) (You are who you are)
All that you've been put through couldn't be repaired
(I couldn't break through) (we're too far apart)
I'm not the one who hurt, I'm the only one who cares
(I couldn't save you) (You are who you are)
You'll need someone to turn to
And I will not be there
(I couldn't save you)
I look into Quinn's eyes and I swore she was crying.
Every time I held you I knew that it would hurt
Only through the pain I could find a way to learn
Black rose your thorns are cutting into me for the last time
Black rose I watched your petals wilt away I couldn't bring you back to life
So wilt away couldn't bring you back to life
You were always where the sun could never go,
I never wanted you to have to be alone
But I couldn't find a way to help you grow,
Black Rose
Mr. Shue gets up and Claps "Good Job Jess...Alright anyone else have a song they would like to sing." looks around. Rachel raises her hand. She sings some Barbara song. She loves her Barbara. Mr. Shue claps at the end of the song "Anyone else." He looks around. No one raises their hand "Alright. Well then it looks like most of you will be singing tomorrow." He looks at the clock. " You guys can go early today." Every cheers and starts getting their things together. While I start handing out. My phone vibrates and I get it out of my pocket. Its Quinn texting me. Meet me at football field in 10 mins.-Q I text back. R U Goin to take me home?-J I walk up to Kurt. She texted back. Yes-Q " Hey Kurt. Im not riding with you and Blaine home. Im hanging out with someone." Kurt and Blaine look at me "Oh" Kurt says. "Who you hanging with?" I look at him. "Quinn. I have to help her with her song." Yea that a good excuses. I do play guitar so yup. "Oh okay. I tell Burt." I smile. " Thanks cousin."
I run to the field and start looking around for her. I look under the bleachers and find her. " So Whats up Quinn." She looks at me. "Was that song you sang for me.?'' Oh crap that question. It technically wasn't for her. But ended out that way didn't it. "No it wasn't " She laughs. " then why were you looking at me the whole time?'' I start getting nervous. "i..i..ii don't know really why Quinn." She steps closer. " I think the other day. Has a lot to do it." I look into her eyes. "What I kissed you and you freaked out on me." I get frustrated just thinking about it. "I didn't freak out." I laugh. " Okay walking out crying isn't freaking out." She starts getting mad. " There was a reason why I was crying Jess." I step closer to her. "What was that Reason. I mean I would have freaked out to if a gay girl kissed me out of no where." She turns away from me. "You don't need to talk like that Jess. I just started crying because it felt so right. [She looks at me] I got scared that's why i cried. I've only known you for like Two weeks. Plus ive never felt this way about a girl." Shes starting to cry. I bring her closer to me so I can hug her. "Quinn I know its scary but Im not going to leave okay. I thought it felt right too." She looks up at me and starts to speak. "I heard you kissed Santana." She steps away from me and starts walking away. " I only did it so people would remember my name. It didnt mean anything." She stops. Then turns around to face me. I walk to her. "I like you Jess." I smile. She smiles back at me. I kiss her and she kisses me back. It felt like the forth of July. " You Know Quinn I told Kurt I was helping you with your song. So yea." " I already have a song picked out.' I laugh. " I will play some guitar." she looks at me and smiles. "Its a country song so it has guitar in it."