Love to reveal – Part One
(Remus' POV)
His black hair, his brown eyes, his strong built body...so many things which fascinate me about Sirius Black. The way he makes me smile and the way he only looks at me.
There are so many words to describe him, his gentle touch, a very good mischief-maker, kind-hearted...so many words, and so many feelings. But could he ever see me as something more as just a friend? No, certainly not. We are just friends, he probably could never love me. He has probably got another girlfriend somewhere else from whom I don't know of.
I look over to Sirius again; there he is sitting together with James having a quiet conversation. Finally I can take my gaze of him and I can walk up to the dormitory to got to bed and sleep. I will never tell him, a wolf has been marked for solidarity and that's what I have to follow unwilling. If he would ever love me, certainly only for a short time, and my heart would be broken if he leaves me. After all, Werewolves mate for life.
With tears in my eyes of a love that can't be responded I fall asleep, haunted by nightmares.
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(Sirius' POV)
I couldn't sleep during the night because of two people, James and Remus. James had given me some things to think about. And Remus because he was the boy I loved and could it really be that he felt the same way for me? Or does he just see me as friend, or did he see me as a lover?
I try to fall asleep again, but that's impossible because somebody is going out there bed and leaving the dormitory.
But weren't these Remus's footsteps?
I got out of my bed and follow him downstairs but he wasn't there. I went to look outside where I then found him leaning against a tall tree gazing up in the sky.
He looked so wonderful, his blond golden hair that was lined through with silver and his amber eyes. How could I have overseen such a wonderful creature that was just longing for kindness and love? I couldn't take my eyes of him but also who wouldn't think that this boy is attracting.
"Remus is everything ok?" I could finally ask him sitting down next to him meanwhile.
"I am fine Padfoot...I just couldn't sleep. Go back to bed." He answered still staring up in the sky, where the stars were shining.
"Remus I won't leave until you have told me what is wrong with you. You wouldn't have left the castle just because of nothing. Remus I love you and I don't want to loose you." Finally he looks at me, but with a questionable expression on his face.
"You don't know how long I have waited to hear that from you Sirius...you maybe you won't believe it but I love you already so long but..." I interrupted him by kissing him gently on his lips. How long have I waited for this to happen, the man I love is finally mine and nobody will take him away from me.