I have lost all I cared for just to please that father of mine. How could I have been so foolish. I should have stood up to him and teached him what it means to be a true Malfoy. Not some follower of an arrogant fool who has been defeated by a misguided teenager. Since the day I was born I was taught to trust no one but myself, now he expects me to be servant of some mudblood.
Maybe I should just run far away, take my mother with me, she always loved me. She couldn't do much when my father would torture me mercillesly, but I knew she would be crying alone in her room. I will never consider Malfoy Manor to be my home, when my father dies I will watch that place crumble down, and that will hopefully help cure some of these tragic memories that still haunt me before I sleep every night.
I am glad my father got sent to Azkaban, maybe then he will relize what a conceited man he has been for putting his ambitions before the well being of his one and only heir. I wonder what would happen if I were to die, would he even notice, or will it take some time for him to know what it is that he felt for me, long after I'm gone.
Maybe I should just run far away, take my mother with me, she always loved me. She couldn't do much when my father would torture me mercillesly, but I knew she would be crying alone in her room. I will never consider Malfoy Manor to be my home, when my father dies I will watch that place crumble down, and that will hopefully help cure some of these tragic memories that still haunt me before I sleep every night.
I am glad my father got sent to Azkaban, maybe then he will relize what a conceited man he has been for putting his ambitions before the well being of his one and only heir. I wonder what would happen if I were to die, would he even notice, or will it take some time for him to know what it is that he felt for me, long after I'm gone.
Maybe everything can all go away, with a simple spell.
I trully believe my dissapearance wouldn't cause the slightes bother on anyone, I was merely some some obnoixious twat.
Maybe this can all just end...
Avada Kedavra