A new story I started this time with John Cena

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Walking through the hallways of the arena I could hear the whispers and feel the stares. I clenched my jaw and continued to walk, with my eyes staring straight ahead, to Shawn and Hunters locker room. I knocked on the door and after a minute I was told to come in. They were playing cards but looked up at me as soon as I sat down next to Shawn.

"So whose winning ?" I asked as Shawn turned to look at me with something akin to pity and Hunter said," me." I started laughing as there was another knock at the door. The door opened and I immediately stopped laughing. There in the doorway stood the reason for the constant stares and whispers…John Cena. I stared at him scournfully before I turned back to Hunter and Shawn.

"Can we talk?" he asked. I rolled my eyes at Hunter before saying," Nope. I don't think we have anything to talk about. It all seemed pretty fucking explanatory from what I heard. John took a deep breath, bowed his head and pushed out a, "Please."

I looked back at him with a glare," Don't you dare fucking please me" I was barely aware of Hunter and Shawn leaving the room, " I thought we were doing pretty fucking good. Sure we argued. What normal couple doesn't? But you… you took it to a whole new level fucked that bitch." I was so ashamed when my voice cracked and tears came to my eyes. I was barely aware when Randy had come into the room. He stood off to the side but in between us.

" I didn't think were doing bad and I didn't think that our arguments were intense enough that you had to go and fuck the one person I hate most in the world. But I guess you wanted to get back at me. Well, guess what? Job well done. You accomplished hurting me. I gave my heart to you and you fucking threw it back at me. I've been cheated on before but it never hurt as much as it did when you did it because I loved you." And with that I broke down and started sobbing. John, with tears in his own eyes, came over and tried to pull me to him. I fought against him trying to hold myself back, " No, stop, don't fucking touch me." I looked at Randy with a hopeful expression that he would come over to help me but he just looked at me shaking his before saying he would be outside. I looked after him with a betrayed expression on my face.

By this time I had stopped fighting and John had succeeded in pulling me to him. He wrapped his arms around and buried his face in my hair whispering, "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." I stood very docile and quiet in his arms. He repositioned himself soo that he had one arm wrapped around my hips and the other hand in my hair. He maneuvered us so he could sit on the couch with me in his lap. " I'm so sorry. Please forgive me." The tears continued flowing hard and John just held me tighter. I sat like that for a few minutes just relishing being in his arms like old times before I pulled back and laid down on the couch curling myself into a ball.

He laid down facing me and wrapped his arm around my waist, " I never wanted this. I didn't mean for this to happen. Any of this. I just went for a drink after our fight. One turned into two and before I knew it I was drunk of my ass. Then she came up to me." I shook my head and closed my eyes," I dint want to hear this." He put his hands on my face and said," Baby open your eyes. You may not want to hear it but you have to." I just shook my head again but I knew it was no good. He kissed my forehead before continuing,'' She showed up and offered to buy me a drink. Being drunk didn't help. You know if I was sober I never would have gone near her out of respect for you. I always have because I know you two cant stand each other. But… I was mad at you for lying and keeping things from me and she was there. I thought drinking might have helped and Randy was supposed to meet me there but he was late and I was already bombed. I should never accepted that drink. We had gotten to talking about why I was so mad and drinking alone and she comforted me and complimented me and the next thing I know we're in the elevator and she kissed me."

By this time I was crying so hard I could barely breathe.

He took a deep breath and continued," I don't know what happened after that. I don't remember. I just remember waking up and going back to our room." We were quiet for along time. I had calmed down some and after taking a deep breath I finally spoke," I… I just need sometime for myself."

"That's the last thing you need. I wanna be here with you. I want us to work past this. We need to because I need you. I want you to be the one I come home to. I want you to be right there at ring side with me and I want you to be the first person I see walking through that curtain when you're not and I want you to be the last thing I see before I go out. Please sit here and talk to me." His eyes were begging, pleading. I looked at him with tears welled up in my eyes and shook my head. I could see his heartbreak in his eyes as they filled with tears. Seeing him like that made me start to reach my hand out to him but I caught myself in time and started to pull back. He reached and grabbed my hand pulling it up to his cheek. His tears felt like they were burning a hole through my hand.

I pulled away from him and stood up in front of him as he sat up and swung his legs to the ground. I reached out, held his head in my hands and leaned down. For the first time in a week I could see hope flair in his blue eyes and he tilted his head up. I tilted it back down placed a light kiss on his forehead then rested mine against it. He pushed his forehead against mine and leaned in to press his mouth to mine but I pulled back an inch so his mouth brushed mine with a ghost of a kiss. I looked into his eyes and saw so many emotions. '' I cant do this John. I'm sorry." And with that I stood up and walked to the door.

I opened it to reveal Randy who had obviously been trying to listen in. I glared at him as I walked past and said," Assshole."

I made my way down to catering stopping before I entered so I could wipe my face then walked in. The first thing I saw was the bitch that started all of this. I must have been staring because before long Shawn, Mark, and Hunter came up to me.

" Get that look off of your face your scaring the natives."

This made me smile slightly and noticed the room which had gotten quiet when I entered was now notably louder. I looked past Shawn and noticed that she had gotten up and made her way to the door where we stood with her little friends.

"Lets go sit down," I said," I'm hungry." And with that being said I started to make my way over to the table where all they food was. Unfortunately she put herself in my way. By the look on her face I could tell she was going to say something. I didn't want to hear her bullshit. I walk past her purposely turning my head away. Shawn. Mark, and Hunter followed me to the table they previously sat at and put my head on my arms dwn on the table.

BACK IN THE LOCKER ROOM

John sat with his head in his hands. He had tears running down his cheeks and paid no heed when the door opened. He felt the couch sink down next to him before Randy's hand dropped down on his shoulder. Without shame he turned into Randy's embrace. They had been through too much together to feel awkward about anything anymore. These were Randy's two best friends he wasn't going to let either of them suffer in silence. Right now John needed him so he let him cry it out.

John sat back after a few minutes and cleared his throat. He wiped his face and stared at the wall before he turned to look at Randy with a dead look in his eyes," I don't know what to do. I love her but I'm going to lose her because of that bitch," John turned to look at Randy," I don't know what to do." Randy could see the physical pain he was in.

" I'll tell you what. Tonight it's me and you at the hotel and we will try to figure it out then," Randy said. John, after a minute nodded and looked at Randy before letting out a big sigh," I have to get ready for tonight."

Randy nodded and both stood up making their way to the door.