What ...had...he ...DONE ?
Zero sat in the waiting room to the nurses office looking at his hands...which where still covered in dried blood his shirts collar and even bits of his hair had specks of dried blood dotted on them where the blood from his adoptive parents neck had sprayed onto him in a show of sickning beauty to his vampiric side .
After he had come down from his bloodlust what happened and what he had done sunk in fully seeing the carnage of papers tossed everywhere some also having been stained by blood ...
stained...that is exactly what he was...first he had forced his fangs into Yuki now Cross...
he might as well have RAPED them ...taking from them something precious to them for his own awful greedy desires ...
and what made it worse...is that they would both offer it again ...and again ...to give him sustanace to feed the beast within him not caring about what he did to them in his rage only taking happiness in the fact they gave him something he needed .
Seeing the older hunter limp in his arms was a sight that was now permanatly burned into his memory ...like a puppet his beast had seemed to whisper to him ...a puppet he could rip into to take what he wanted any time he wanted all he had to do was ask and it would be given without hesitation with love attached ...
love such a sweet word for some but for him it was just another word that acted like a curse only reminding him of what he could use it for to just fuel his bloodlust and to feed the monster .
hearing light footsteps Zero looked up into the brown doe eyes of the school nurse she stared down at him her normaly peircing eyes softened oh what a sight he must be he must be ...he must look disusting .
she lightly grabbed his hands ignoring the blood getting on her own and lightly pulled him from his seat and over to a sink obviously about to help him wash the blood away to clean the evidence of his crime down the drain with it .
he didin't want to be cleaned ...he wanted to remain filthy ...just like he was ...to remind himself of what he did everytime he looked in a mirror ...
Zero lightly pulled against her grip to no avail into a sink of warm clean water his blood soaked hands went staining the water a muddy brown as she helped him wash his hands but he knew no matter how much she scrubbed they would be stained forever from his crimes against those that loved him .