A/N: Hi, so this is the first time I write a fanfic and English isn't my first language. Sorry for any mistakes and you all are welcome to correct any of them and also sent some recommendations.

I love Merluca but being honest there is certain parts of their story I would want to be different so here is this story. Is set around season 12 but Andrew never dated Maggie and is after Meredith attack so like post 12x09.

I also clearly don't own the show.

Chapter 1

After losing two patients in a row and a long day of work Meredith was craving some time alone and a posible drink with the commpany of her thoughts but just thinking on her sisters and co-workers hovering and being worry about her having a potencial freak out, made her weight the options of going to Joe's and having to enconter one of them or going home and dealing with the scrutiny of Maggie stare.

While walking to to the attendings lounge to change her scrubs and texting with the nanny to check on her children who where already put to bed and soundly asleep she decided to take a chance and going to a different bar than Joe's but also close to the hospital that Cristina and her had gone on what feel like a millions of years ago.

When she finally arrived she took a quick look at the crown releasing a breath she didn't know she was holding when she realized she couldn't spot a familiar face. She took a seat in the secluded part of the bar and ordered a simple glass of red wine, and while waiting for it took a slight look at the few people around her, a couple who she didn't know if they wore more in love than drunk, a girl who looked like she was drowning her sorrows with that glass of what looked like vodka, and some bar stool with a leather jacket on it and helmet wich make her think that it was probably one of the men trying to flirt with the girls on the bachelorette party on the other side of the bar.

While of sipping on her wine and realizing she really craved some tequila that at the same time she didn't want for how porny and lost made her see everything so she focused on everything she could that wasn't what was going on her life and her feelings, like the way the drunk girl near her started giggling by herself. A few more seconds she hear someone behind her coming from the bathroom, clearing his throat and asking for a refill, he was apparently the owner of the leather jacket and the helmet she realized.

She couldn't avoid looking at him, tall, dark slight curly hair and eyes with a light scratch, it seemed like she had seen him before wich made her pray it wasn't from the hospital or someone from her kids school she so didn't want to give explanations or do small talk. The guy looked over her almost as if he had felt her intense stare, making her feel embarassed and avoid to look in his direction while she ended her drink wich was quite hard considering he was a sitting pretty close to her but the drunk giggling girl at least helped to make a distance.

When she was about to ask for her check she realized that the girl was gone and the guy with the dark hair was looking at her, to be fair like her he seemed to be trying to not do it. After a few moments she saw him fidgeting in his seat and putting his hand on the back of his head scratching it like he was trying to come up with words.

"Hey, eh. I- I am sorry, I mean you do seem like you really not want commpany and not my bussines but I just wanted to make sure you are okay to drive and all." the guy now was standing at her right side.

"Do I know you?" said Meredith with frown.

"Erm, Yes? I mean I don't know, I- I don't think you may not know all of your students. But I am one of the interns, Andrew I mean DeLuca and I recognize you and just wanted to check if you were ok to drive and all."

"Oh."

"Yeah, so sorry to bother but are you okay? I can ask for cab for you."

"I am. And not a word of this to no one okay? Are we clear?"

"Yes Ma'am."

"One word and you won't see the inside of an O.R for months. So clear?"

"Yes Ma'am."

"Would you stop the Ma'am? I am not sixty."

"Oh, yes Ma'am. I mean sorry I didn't mea-, ugh, Doctor Grey right? I mean that's your name?"

"Just not a word of this, please."

"Yes, Doctor Grey. Take care and good night."

"Thanks." said Meredith with a sigh and taking her purse to go home.

Meredith sat on her car in the parking lot for a little while trying to think if she actually knew him and then realized how little attention she had been paying lately to what was going outside of her. The only people as of right now who had her undivided and complete attention these days were her kids and her patients. She took a quick breath and texted the nanny to tell her she was in her way home hoping that her sisters were asleep or still at work.