A place for all my random lil drabbles I guess... I don't own anything and these will have a lot of mistakes x'D and strangeness... Ohmylord, maybe you shouldn't read this x'D
this one takes the point of view of Crimson Advenger for Elesis. Was actually gonna use this for a code grass fanfic tbh, but eh, whatever works... ish...
Please save me, I'm begging you. Doesn't my words, ever reach to you? It's dark in here, it's all just fear. The light is gone, it's only night. Please hear my prayer. Please hear my prayer. Please my prayer... Everything that I ever loved, is disappearing, with fate you claim, is always changing. By tomorrow will you even be able to see the real me?
It's all just too far.
Laughing at everything it's all just pathetic. Your gaze in a way is just too apathetic. Heart beats that continue, you seem a bit scared - but is that so? Twisting around, I'm dying to hear the sound that it makes when you fall to the ground. Nothing has changed that is what I'd like to believe - but is that so?
What happened to those days, when everything you'd say, would come true? And the lies that your eyes would show. But looking back at you, I can already see, that everything is gone now. All the memories, the hopes and dreams - I'm grasping at strings! Why won't anyone just help me? Ah, that's right, I'm the monster here.
But don't I still, have a working beating heart, that's longing to be heard. But don't I still, have a mind that is screaming out with thoughts that'll never be heard. And the promises we made back in those days, are all just fading away. Voices that I'd constantly hear, are always coming back.
"Add!" That's your name, of which I scream. The light that just shines, as a single beam. It'll take you away, so far that you'll never just stay. And the horrors in my mind are clawing, biting coming to life.
"Sis!" What a distant cry I hear, nothing will ever beat these tears. What a monster I am, please, you'll all just hate me some more. And the words that I want to utter out - I'm sorry, just kill me, just end my pathetic story.
"Live!" Came that voice once again, all of their efforts are in vain. Why won't they just see, what is now the real me, and can't they ever just let me be?
Laughing my head off, this is the end. Everything must come to this end. I won't let it go, my hopes will just crash with the flow, and this weapon in my hands will soon just lead me to my gory glory.
Make no mistake, I still love you. Make no mistake, I'd rather be with you. Make no mistake, that I'll still do anything for you... So paint up this village in red!