I wonder what it would be like to fade.
To fade into the darkness.
To fade and not exist. I'm cold.
Cold and lonely in the light.
The light is bright.
Too bright.
Painful and lonely.
Shadows pass.
Shadows fade.
Another painful stab.
I want to fade.
Fade into the dark.
The dark oblivion.
A warm, embracing darkness.
A night of warmth,
A night free of pain and sorrow.
The light is cold.
The dark is warm.
The light shuns.
The darkness embraces.
I want to fade away into it.
To not feel,
To not breath.
To fade away.
I want to be alone.
I want to be happy.
I don't want to feel the pain anymore.