Hello! So I was feeling a bit dark and I wanted to dedicate this fanfiction to my feels right now.
Disclaimer: I do and probably will never own Fairy Tail.
They'd been in love, at some point in their marriage, but that love that had once been strong and passionate dissolved over the years. It starts with lies. Small lies, one time flings that turn into loud screaming arguments at midnight and plates and dishes flying at each other. She doesn't want to do this because she loves him, but she stays strong because she knows this will pass. She knows their love will continue. She knows that this is only a small bump in the road. She was wrong.
She doesn't fight anymore because she knows it's no use. She tries to remember the happiness they once had, but the memories are beyond her reach. They're hidden deep inside her heart in a place that would never open up again. She doesn't even know why he stays. He brings home girls, so many girls back each night, so many that she'd stopped counting, stopped caring. Why couldn't he stay with one of them? Seeing him every day, every night, drunk and messy with a whore on each arm made her heart ache, and as much as she hates it, she can't help but love him.
He's changed. He isn't kind or warm anymore. He's rarely even sober. At least when he was fooling around, he was human, but now, he's a machine, a machine that isn't even him anymore, simply a shell. She thought he was changing when he started talking to her again. She thought he might love her again, but a part of her knew that it wasn't possible. She was only clinging onto a lost cause. He has no use for her anymore, only for his own pleasure. It doesn't matter what she thinks. It doesn't matter what she's feeling. As long as she's there all night for his enjoyment, what she thinks doesn't matter. She's like a thing, a toy, something that could be broken over and over without care or thought, but it doesn't bother her. He could do whatever he wanted as long as he was happy because his happiness was her happiness.
I love you. Even if you don't love me anymore, I stay because I love you. But I can't stay anymore. Do you know how many times you've lied to me? Do you know how much it hurts me when you bring home other girls? Do you know how many times you've broken me? Well it doesn't matter because I can't do this anymore. As much as I want to I can't live anymore, not without you, but I don't even know if the Gray Fullbuster I know still exists. Hey, I love you.
Hello minna! Rose here ^.^ I seem to like writing dark fanfics eh? PLEASE give me some feedback right in the review section below. Constructive criticism is always helpful!