Randy just got home from a three day weekend retreat for work. He was so glad to see his finance John but when he got home he was sitting on the couch staring into space. Randy goes up to him and sits next to him. "Hey John"
john jumps "Randy sorry I didn't hear you come in."
"What's going on?" Randy asks.
John sighs "I need to tell you something."
Randy sits back and chuckles "Do I need to be worried?" john nods so Randy sits back up. "Okay just tell me."
"The day after you left I went to a bar and I met this guy. We had a few drinks and danced together. After a while I left with him and we went back to his place." John says taking a breath.
"You cheated." Randy says quietly.
"No but I wanted to." John says.
Randy looks down. "What do you mean?"
"I wanted to sleep with that guy Randy." John says honestly.
"Then why didn't you?" Randy says getting up.
"Because I couldn't stop thinking about you." John says looking down.
Randy starts pacing "I can't believe this."
john looked over at him. "I didn't do anything with him."
"Yeah but you wanted to." Randy cries out. "John are you sure you want to do this with me?"
John gets up "Do you mean marry you? Of course I want to marry you."
randy laughs "If you did you wouldn't have left with him."
"Nothing happened Randy." John says
"But you wanted to John. You wanted to sleep with that guy." Randy says.
"Oh come on like you don't think about it when you're on your business trips." John points out.
"No I don't" Randy yells "Yeah other guys flirt and stuff but I don't pay them no attention. You're the only one I've been with since high school and I can't imagine myself being with anyone else." Randy looks down. "I'm ready for this John but I don't think you are. I mean besides Adam and a few other guys I'm the only one you've been with. Maybe we should just call off the wedding."
"Randy" John starts to say.
"And maybe we should take a break from each other." Randy takes off his ring. "I don't think I can handle you cheating on me."
John walks up to Randy. "So you're breaking up with me. I thought you loved me."
Randy smiles "Come on John you know I love you but this is a big step that I don't think you're ready for, I'm sorry." Randy walks into the bedroom and packs up some clothes. When he came back out John was back on the couch. "Look John all I'm doing is giving you a chance to explore yourself more. I promise whatever happens won't change the way I feel about you."
"And you think leaving me will be a good thing?" John says looking down at his feet.
"You need this more then you think John." he picks up his bags and walks over to the door. "I'll be at my brothers." He leaves, leaving his weeding ring on the counter by the door.
John just sits there. How could he be so stupid. He loved Randy with his whole heart and he promised himself that he was going to make this right, he just had to.
Arthur's note: Hello all I know this is short but I still hope you enjoy it and I will continue this. I don't know how long it will be but still enjoy.